"Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Open your heart and follow where it leads you...and remember, shoot for the moon. " -Cecilia Ahern, lines from the novel "P.S. I Love You" --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- CHAPTER TWENTY Standing over the tombstone marked with the name of Peter, I feel my eyes began to water. It wasn't for the thought that I still love him that way but it's just that I knew for a fact, I would never ever forget how it was with Peter. But then, how foolish can I be? I'm making my life miserable because I was too afraid of admitting it to myself that it wasn't Peter's death that made me suffer today... It was my memories of him. For some twisted reason, I couldn't let go of his picture. I sp

