"I'm not sure this is a world I belong in anymore. I'm not sure that I want to wake up."
― lines from the novel "If I Stay" by Gayle Forman
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I didn't make any move to get out of the truck after turning the engine off. The calm night continued to go on as I stare straight to the windshield, listening quietly to James' soft snores. I knew he was half-awake. I could feel him tensing from where I was seated. He might be insanely drunk but that doesn't excuse him for a conversation. I could confront him now, demand answers that I desperately need. But my fear of losing him in the process restraints me, and I know I couldn't afford risking our relationship just because I couldn't get o
