Billie Eilish- idontwannabeyouanymore "I forgot the teachers made you drop out after the thing with Creation," Meerlyn came over to us and handed me a textbook. "That is the new Mage's guide. Written and illustrated by yours truly," "Nice," I smiled at her and opened it up. "This is beautiful," "Right, had we had teachers like Meer. I would have passed all my classes easily," Lucille agreed. "Lily, tell me about your experience. What did you feel when your mana was deteriorating?" Meer asked. She sat down across from me in an armchair with a notebook and a quill. Cute. "I-Uh," getting put on the spot like this is something they've always done to me, and like then, right now it's making me feel like I failed. I'm supposed to be stronger than most. I was supposed t

