She was surprised when she got back home to her room to look in the mirror and see that she wasn't changed in any way, that nothing showed; she was apparently no different than usual.
But she could hardly look at Wade the next day, nor for several days after that. At night, she began to remember and dwell on what had happened in the barn and what she had seen with Sally and Jerome. And she wondered if it would really be so awful, if it really mattered, anyhow, if she let it happen once more.
It did, the next day, after they again watched Sally and Jerome. This time Wade told her that she was just naturally a very healthy, extremely passionate young lady and since she was going to do it anyhow, the best thing was to completely let herself go, not to be embarrassed nor have any inhibitions
