Atarah Klyte I still look at him with disdain after our kiss ended. I'm annoyed with him, but I'm even more annoyed with myself. Like why do I agree to let him kiss me just because I also crave his lips? But there's nothing wrong with what we did because he's my boyfriend now. Yes, just until now. Tomorrow, I'll be single again, and he'll be my ex, and I'll just be back to being courted again. Ugh, my mind is such a mess! Why did I agree to this? Why is it okay for me to let him take advantage, but when it's Kristan, it's not, and I always say the words 'No one should take advantage, everything should be fair,' but what am I doing? I agreed to be Rare's girlfriend and let him kiss me whenever he wanted. Darn it? Do you want him, self? Have you fallen for him? "Baby.." he calls sweetl

