A Very Special Alpha She-Wolf

Chapter 6

I woke up six days later, surrounded by an overwhelmingly lovely, intoxicating scent. Both William an Connor were in the room with me. I could tell by how their scents mixed together. My nose floated in the lovely intoxicating aroma. Someone was wiping down my arms with a cold rag.

When I moved my fingers waking up. I heard Grace tell Sandy to get the pack doctor. I finally spoke an said “No, Mommy!” Sitting up fast reaching out. I heard Grace’s voice again, “Lily, Breath sweetheart its just a dream, you’ve been having fever dreams. We’re all here for you, please come back to us. My sweet little girl. Come back to mama Grace.” She wrapped her arms around me hugging me tightly to her. She cooed motherly words of comfort to me till I settled.

The doctor entered the room asking Grace if I was fully awake yet, my eyes open half way on each side, he spoke to me. “Luna, can you hear me? Do you know what day it is?” I moaned a reply, to the doctor. Grace spoke again cooing at me in that motherly way of worrying. “That’s it princess come back now, the boys are so worried about you.

Follow the sounds of my voice.” I softly whispered “Mama, Grace.” Breathing in her rose like scent. She replies “That’s a good girl now.” Releasing me from her embrace. I opened my eyes the rest of the way as she helped me to sit up by fixing my pillows. Looking around, both William an Connor are passed out on the couch, that had been moved into my room.

The doctor took my vital signs, then walked out of the room with Grace. I just kept staring at them sleeping like such babies. They were gorgeous, an both all mine. I was so happy. I reached out to them on the couch, using the bond, my wolf cried out for her mates. They opened their eyes immediately. When they saw I was awake, they jumped to their feet, an come right over to the side of the bed.

William sat down next to me, nuzzling me as I reached for Connors hand which he took immediately showering with kisses. When they both touched me at the same time, the amount of electricity that coursed through my body started to give me strength again. I felt them both through our bonds, the fear of loss, possible death, loneliness. Was all there, now though there was love for me they both shared.

I giggled at them, Connor frowned at me but William said "What’s so funny Lily?” I replied, “The both of you! How did I get here? What happened? We were in the front room an you guys were fighting. I don’t understand.”

Before either one of them could respond to my questions and concerns. My father was standing in the doorway of my bedroom knocking slightly on the door. He cleared his throat, an asked the boys to leave so we could have a moment to speak. Connor tried to protest. But William just forced him out of the room. “She’s not going anywhere s**t for brains! We’ll be in the kitchen sweetheart.” William said walking out the door. My father slowly followed them out to make sure Connor actually left.

I giggled softly to myself. As my father put his hand on the doorknob, Grace reappeared walking in as my father closed the door behind her locking it. This time though unfortunately neither of their faces we’re looking very happy. Grace sat by my side again holding my hands, softly stroking them lovingly. As my father took a deep breath and let out a loud sigh. He ran his fingers through his dark hair, then rubbed his cheeks with both hands. Before speaking. “What is about to be said will not leave this room for your own safety Lily! I have already spoken to William an Connor about this matter.” He glared at me. I just nodded my head in response.

My father continued on “As being a full blooded Alpha Female, you have the ability to choice your mate. Whether that mate be bonded by the moon goddess or of your own personal choosing. Though I did not know that an alpha female could have two possible matches.” I raised my eyebrow thinking as he carried on, “Now per our agreement, you must still bear a pup from William, before any offspring come from Connor. The packs security must come first, but also you must learn to control the power that is now coursing through your blood.

Being bonded to two high ranking packs alphas, I’m not sure what the pressure with do to your body let alone your wolf. I have contacted some old friends that might possibly be able to give us more of an understanding of what we’re dealing with. Full blooded Alpha She-Wolves are very rare. So I have also sent out one other letter, to a she-wolf your mother once knew. Hopefully she will respond to me.

Till then try to keep your emotions under control and get as much rest as possible.” I could tell this whole conversation he’s been in his “business attitude”. My father and I have always struggled with communication. But what parent doesn’t have a hard time with their kids.

He gave me a hug an thanked the moon Goddess I was okay, then walked out quietly. Leaving me alone with my Mother-in-law Grace. “Sweetheart, I need to tell you something. I’m sure you’ve had the birds and the bees conversation considering you’re mated. But now that your body has fully awakened again as a wolf you need to speak with William about your first heat. It should be arriving very soon. Especially now that you have bonded with two alpha males. Its just like having your period you could say. But extremely intensified.” She kissed my forehead, as there was a knocking on my door. She smiled at me an went to the door letting William in. He wasn’t quite sure what was going on. After letting him in she walked out quietly closing the door behind her.

“Mom said you needed me? Are you okay?” he asked lovingly. “Yes, I’m fine. Connor?” he huffed “Eating!......” after a few moments went by he said… “Connor has to go! Why did you bond him! I thought you loved me. What did I do. Am I not a suitable mate?” he said angrily at me with an alpha growl on his lips.

I wasn’t sure how to respond, so I just went with the truth. “William, my wolf has felt an absence from you lately. I’ve longed for your touch, an I just wanted to go for a run. I didn’t mean to get lost. I tried to tell my wolf we already had a mate, but she wouldn’t listen to me. She took what she wanted an that was Connor. No one ever questions a male alpha! He just takes what he wants, when he wants it.”

William growled in response “I forbid you to carry his offspring! I am your Alpha an you will respect me! I am your first mate! I hold the right to give you pups. If you bear his offspring before mine I will kill him an the pup! I’ll show no mercy! Lilith! I felt the whole f*****g thing when you mated an marked him!!” William screamed the last part at me in his alpha voice making the walls shake in fear before turning an walking out of my room. Leaving the door wide open.

I could feel my heart breaking by his words. I felt all his anger, towards me for what I had did. Along with his fear of rejection, an feelings of inadequacy as my soul mate. I wanted to cry, from all the feelings from the bond. I turned over in my bed, trying to control my breathing. When I felt a warm hand of comfort on my back. It was Connor I could tell by the amount of electrical sparks coming from each touch.

He didn’t speak, just laid next to me an pulled me into his arms, comforting me as I let tears fall from my eyes. All of this was still new to me, I wasn’t sure what I was doing. Or what was right or wrong by all these rules an wolf law. I just followed my heart, an my wolf. I didn’t care about the rest.

I eventually fell asleep in Connors arms, and when I woke in the morning. I felt sandwiched in my bed, like I was pinned in place. When I tried to roll over I couldn’t. So I finally opened my eyes to see Connor was still next to me but in front of me. Also Williams body pressed against my back now, no wonder I couldn’t move. My bed was not big enough for one of them and myself let alone all three of us. I started to fidget around between them, making little noses of frustration for my struggles. Pushing on them with my hands an feet trying to break free! Connor “Oofed” a couple times from my elbow hitting him. I started to break free when I heard my bedroom door open.

It was Grace, she tried to cover her smile an laugher with her hands. When I saw her just standing there giggling I protested “Help! I can’t get free! Their to big, I’m being crushed.” She walked over to the bed quietly an pulled down on my leg, as she took my hand. She pulled me from the bed. Both boys bodies collided together filling in the gap that I left. Grace an I walked into the hallway closing the bedroom door. “You should’ve seen how pissy William was when he found you two sleeping cuddled together last night.” Grace said softly. I looked almost glowing though, my hair was vibrant and fluffy. I had some color in my cheeks and my skin looked revitalized I even felt a pep in my step. The energy coursing through my body felt so strong yet right.

“I’m sorry, Grace. I do love your son very much. I don’t know why my wolf bonded Connor as well. I don’t want you to be mad at me.” I replied softly to her. “Oh my dear, its alright I understand the Goddess has a plan for all of us. I have faith she knows what she’s doing. So please don’t worry, I love you very much an I always will.

Nothing can change that.” As she pulled me into a hug, then kissed my forehead, releasing me an walking away quietly. I quietly walked back into my bedroom, over to my closet grabbing some clean workout clothes and changed before my morning workout with Sandy. I made my way quietly back through the room, once I reached the door I turned to look at them again still peacefully sleeping. I pulled out my phone an took a picture I never wanted to forget how they looked fast asleep like little babies. Then I closed the door behind myself an hurried downstairs for my morning training