Love Breathes In Hate Too

Either by hook or by crook!!

Rose

“I want you now”

He whispered in his raspy voice that was husky, and deep. The gravelly texture of his voice was soothing as if caressing my body, unlike the monster tone that leaves a prickling sensation on me. His lips were pinching my earlobe and peppering me behind my ears. I was wet, no scratch that I was more than wet... I was drenched with desire.

I swallowed hard as he looked into my eyes and I did the same. His were surely darker but this time he was not angry, no they were warm and filled with desire, pure lust, and admiration, when his eyes gaze at my body it makes a wave of excitement flow through me. His lightly stubbled face was sexy, his plumpy lips, that girls begged to have, were swollen a little.

An involuntary whimper escaped from my lips when his hand which a moment ago had been on my waist clutching me, pressing me against him, suddenly traveled up north to remove the straps of my dress along with my bra, almost rashly.

His eyes left mine and he looked down. I gasped and tried to cover my naked breast from him, but he swatted my hands away and growled out,

“Don't hide from me, little gem”

“Ahhh” I moaned aloud when he grabbed my breast roughly as he started kneading and squeezing them gently. I loved the feel of his rough hands on my soft flesh.

I cried out loud and my body jolted at him when his head bent down, and he sucked my n****e.

My back arched against the tree and my hands tightly gripped his hair.

“Umm,” I whimpered and pushed my breast further into his mouth as he lapped his tongue on my n****e, slightly grazing at them with his teeth. His other hand reached for my other breast, and he pinched and massaged it, giving full attention to both of them.

“Fuck...so beautiful...so big...so f*****g soft. Just perfect” he groaned as he admired them with his eyes, lips, and hands.

I whined as it was too much for me. My core was a throbbing mess, sparks never left my body which only intensified the feelings. I was a shivering mess.

“X..xavi” I couldn't even moan his name properly when my body traitorously started grinding my lower half on his hard member.

“Bloody hell” he growled and once again assaulted my lips in a hungry kiss. He was kissing me so passionately.

While grinding, my dress was lifted and his member gazed at my p***y lips. Oh, God!! It felt amazing but then suddenly like I had been splashed with cold water, I jolted back to reality and gained control of myself. What the hell am I doing?!! No, no this can't happen!!

“Noo...stopp!!” I tried to push him, but he kept on grinding himself on me, kissing my neck. Tears filled my eyes and I yelled

“Move away from me” he looked up with confusion and whatever he saw on my face, his pointed nose nostrils flared, he gritted his teeth and in a second although reluctantly, dropped his hands but he didn't move away. I started sobbing as guilt replaced the pleasure I was feeling just a few minutes ago. How the hell could I behave like this?? Like a...like a wanton woman?? I was shaking thinking about what could have happened, if I had given him what he wanted. No, he already took my first kiss. I look down, deciding I will never be his but still, somewhere inside that thought felt... weird and unsettling, which only angered me more.

I don't want him to be my first.

I am not his!! Period.

He backed away, weaving his hand in his hair, as if he was irritated by me.

I fixed myself and watched him in pure outrage. I know that I didn't stop him from what he was doing, but I shouldn't be here in the first place. It was his fault. All of this is. My little attraction for him, the way my body reacted to his touch, the way my body shivered under his gaze. I was disgusted at myself and by him.

His left brow raised in a questioning manner and my patience snapped. With two big steps, I was in front of him. I lifted my hand and just when I was about to punch him square on his face, he grabbed my hand and twisted it, yanking my elbow behind my back and tugged me forward at the same time, so my soft chest pressed against his hard one and my hands were behind my back.

I squeaked at his expression. His features were hard, he was gritting his teeth and was breathing heavily and his beautiful eyes held a coldness.

“Never... I mean never ever try to hit me again. You wouldn't like the result” he gritted, and it angered me more as I open my mouth to speak only to suck a sharp breath when he said, seeming to be running out of patience

“I am barely controlling myself. Otherwise, I would have f****d you so hard that you couldn't walk for days. So do not provoke me.” he bit out, the cold look didn't leave his face. And you know what I did? I answered him back with all the venom I possessed at that time. I used it all and gritted out “What else is an asshole like you capable of? I hate you.”

My tears never stopped following but still, I managed to say the last part the way I wanted it. His lips tucked upward, he smirked. God, he is so gorgeous even being this cold, and evil with me!!

“I have been called far worse and as for the part about what I'm capable of...” He said evilly and his other hand came up as he wiped my tears but then instantly he grabbed my jaw in a tight grip and I whimpered in pain as he continued looking directly into my eyes.

“...you have no idea what I am capable of doing to you” and then he pushed me as if I was some dirt, looking at me with disdain.

“What did I do to you?!! Why can't you leave me alone?!”

I was frustrated, first not being able to satisfy myself, second for the betrayal of my body, and then this beautiful, strong bastard who is playing with me, with my mind.

“Your birth is your mistake and then in this big world, you chose to live here. In my pack. That was your biggest f*****g mistake.” He answered my question in a low voice but enough to recognize the rage and venom. But he didn't stop there as he bit out “And you denied the wishes of your Alpha which is an insult to me but I'll surely take what I want from you...” he tilted his head looking maniacally at me. And then he added which I will admit, it did frighten me

“either by hook or by crook my little gem” His eyes held a glint that shouted a promise.

To be continued...

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