I woke up tangled in my sheets covered in sweat. Derek had already left, leaving a sweet little note on my pillow. I pushed myself up feeling suffocated in my room. I pushed the window open wide. It was so damn hot, a quick cold shower didn't help, so I gave up and just pulled on a vest top and a pair of cut off jean shorts. Pulled my hair up into a high ponytail and went downstairs hoping to find some breakfast. I heard all the boys in the kitchen. I walked in smiling. "hey guys." they all turned to look at me and instantly the room went silent ."what?" I said as they all gaped at me. "what's wrong ?" I said looking from one to the other Jamie was sitting on the counter gripping the counter as he stared at me wide eyed. Dean was breathing heavily, Carl similarly was looking at me not bli

