Distancing myself from him didn’t work at all, in fact, it just made him act even bolder around me to the point where he kept…touching me so openly for everyone to see. And I could not for the life of me keep him out of my quarters no matter how hard I tried. I would find him waiting for me and making himself very comfortable in my absence by going through everything I had like he owned that as well. He made me serve him tea and snacks as if I was his damned wife and he made me sit with him and talk for hours despite my own work I had to be getting on with. We daydreamed about a life we could have together and he really surprised me with how much he thought about it and wanted it. I really tried with all my might not to get my hopes up but he spoke so confidently like he was really going t
