By the time dinner ends, I’ve memorized three things:
One: Lydia laughs half a second too late at every joke Damon doesn’t make.
Two: The warriors will follow whoever keeps them alive, and right now, they don’t believe that’s me.
Three: someone keeps staring at the back of my neck like they’re trying to set it on fire.
The weight presses between my shoulder blades even as I stack my plate, hands moving on autopilot. Omegas dart in and out, clearing dishes with the quick, efficient movements of people who know better than to draw attention.
I know that dance too well.
I wait until the chairs scrape back and people begin to file out before I rise. My plan is simple: blend into the shadows, find the narrow servant staircase, and disappear to my room before anyone—
“Evelyn.” Damon’s voice hooks between my shoulder blades.
So much for simple. Whatever woke up on the rooftop hasn’t gone back to sleep—she's there now, restless and new, flinching at the sound of him.
I turn. The room is mostly empty now, a few omegas clearing plates and a pair of warriors murmuring by the door. Damon stands at the head of the table, arms crossed over his chest, Alpha aura rolling off him in waves that make the air taste like ozone.
Lydia is gone. For once, it’s just us.
“You disobeyed a direct instruction this morning,” he says. No greeting, no preamble.
I lift a brow. “Good evening to you, too.”
His jaw tightens. “When I say you don’t leave the house without an escort, you don’t leave the house. Period.”
“I stepped onto the back porch,” I say. “To breathe. I didn’t realize oxygen required a guard.”
He stalks toward me, each step controlled and dangerous. My wolf flinches and then bristles, stubborn thing that she is. The mark on my wrist heats in answer to his nearness, that traitorous mate‑bond spark licking under my skin.
He stops close enough that I have to tilt my head back to keep his gaze. Too close. Not close enough. I hate that my body doesn’t know the difference.
“There are hunters in the city,” he says, voice low. “Thinking with silver instead of common sense. They’ve already taken two of my warriors this month. You want to paint a target on your back, fine. Do it on your own time. Not when it drags my pack down with you.”
“My pack,” he says — not ours, not yet, maybe not ever.
I swallow around the lump in my throat. “If I’m such a liability, Alpha, you could always let me leave.”
Something flashes in his eyes. For a heartbeat, the hard lines soften, and I see the ghost of the boy he might have been before power and prophecy turned his life into a cage.
Then the walls slam back up.
“You know I can’t.” The words are harsh, but the way he says them scrapes against something tender. “The contract, the elders, the—”
“Curse,” I supply, smile sharp as broken glass. “Say it. You’re not going to hurt my feelings more than you already have.”
He exhales, a sound somewhere between a growl and a laugh. “You really want honesty, Evelyn? Fine. Yes. The curse. The Silverblood mark on your skin that has every enemy in a hundred‑mile radius salivating.”
He reaches for my wrist before I can pull it back. His fingers close around the mark, hot and strong.
The room tilts.
My heartbeat stutters, then surges. The bond flares like a struck match, flooding my veins with heat. For a split second, the world narrows to the rough pad of his thumb against my pulse, the scent of pine and storm on his skin, the way his eyes darken as if he feels it too.
“Let go,” I whisper, but my voice is breathless and not nearly as sharp as I meant it to be.
His gaze drops to my mouth — bad, this is bad.
“The rules aren’t for you,” he says, voice gone rough. “They’re for everyone who will die if you misstep.”
He releases me like the contact burns, turning away so fast the bond snaps like a rubber band inside my chest.
“From now on,” he continues, tone back to Arctic cold, “you go nowhere without an escort. You eat breakfast with the household. You attend training. You answer when I call. You don’t wander, you don’t explore, you don’t try to be a hero.”
“I wasn’t—”
“You breathe when I say it’s safe,” he finishes, and there’s a flash of raw fear under the arrogance that steals the reply from my tongue. “Do you understand?”
My pride curls up, hissing, ready to strike.
But behind it, something else unfurls. A strange, treacherous warmth at the idea that someone is this afraid of losing me—even if he’d rather die than admit it.
“I understand,” I say quietly. “Alpha.”
As I walk past him, I make sure my shoulder brushes his arm. The contact is tiny, accidental enough to be deniable.
The way his breath catches is not.
I keep walking, forcing myself not to look back. The corridor outside the dining room is dim and a little too quiet; the hum of conversation from pack members dispersing down other halls follows me like a fading tide.
By the time I reach the first landing of the servant staircase, my legs are shaking.
I press my back against the cool wall and drag in a breath.
You breathe when I say it’s safe.
Arrogant, controlling, infuriating Alpha.
Who still smells faintly like ozone and wolf and the kind of safety I’ve never been allowed to want.
I close my eyes, thump the back of my head gently against the plaster. Once. Twice.
Stupid heart. Stupid mark. Stupid bond that shouldn’t exist and yet is branded into my skin all the same.
Footsteps echo on the stairs below—light, quick. An omega rounds the corner, nearly colliding with me. She startles, then dips her head so fast I’m surprised she doesn’t knock herself out on the railing.
“Sorry, Miss,” she gasps. “Didn’t see you there.”
“It’s fine,” I say, stepping aside. “I was just… breathing.”
Her gaze flicks to my wrist, where the edge of the mark peeks from under my sleeve. Fear flashes across her face before she slams a polite smile over it.
“Have a good night,” she says too brightly, and scurries past.
The sting of it settles under my ribs.
This is what the rules are about, I realize. Not just hunters and politics — containment. If Damon keeps me on a short leash, maybe everyone else can pretend the ticking bomb in their house is under control.
I make it to my room without further incident. The small, plain space feels even smaller after the cavernous dining hall—narrow bed, rickety dresser, a window that looks out over the dark line of trees at the edge of our territory.
I shut the door and lean against it, exhaling slowly.
The mark on my wrist pulses once, a slow, steady throb, as if in answer to some question I forgot to ask.
“You’re not helping,” I tell it.
It, predictably, does not respond.
I peel off the borrowed blouse and toss it over the back of the single chair. In the small bathroom, I splash cold water on my face until my cheeks stop burning and my eyes lose their glassy shine.
In the mirror, a stranger looks back at me.
White‑hot mate mark. Eyes that don’t know what they are yet.
Contract bride of an Alpha who doesn’t want me, bound to a pack that only learned my name so they’d know what to whisper when things went wrong.
“Harmless,” I murmur to my reflection. “Tragic, remember?”
My lips curve into something that isn’t quite a smile.
No one is here to see if it cracks.
When I finally crawl into bed, exhaustion drapes over me like a lead blanket. But sleep doesn’t come.
Every time I close my eyes, I feel Damon’s hand tightening around my wrist. Hear his voice telling me when I’m allowed to breathe.
The worst part isn’t the anger.
It’s the part of me that, for one stupid, treacherous second, believed him. The part that thought: maybe it would be easier if someone else made the rules, if all I had to do was obey.
I roll onto my back and stare at the ceiling.
No.
If I let that part win, I will become exactly what they think I am: a curse on legs, waiting to be pointed at whatever problem they don’t want to face themselves.
“New rule,” I whisper to the dark. “I breathe when I want.”
The pack house creaks in response, old bones shifting.
Far below, I hear the muffled slam of a door, the distant rumble of voices. Somewhere, a wolf howls—short, sharp, cut off mid‑note.
I tell myself it has nothing to do with me.
I tell myself Damon is probably already back in his office, pretending tonight never happened.
I tell myself a lot of things as I lie there, eyes open, waiting for morning.