Unapologetically Me

Chapter Twenty Six

James

Everything was falling apart. The embarrassment I felt at Lara throwing a fit in the hallway at school still had me reeling. I knew she would be pissed, but she just didn't understand. No matter what, Kelly is going to be a part of my life. No matter what. My baby was growing inside of her.

It was hard to comprehend at first. I couldn't wrap my head around it and I was kind of pissed and hurt that it took her a couple of weeks to tell me she was pregnant. Hell, everything she had done since I got with Lara hurt my feelings. I didn't know what it was about Kelly that I couldn't let go of, but she haunted my every waking thought.

I felt like I was obsessed with her and I low-key felt like a creep about it sometimes. Especially when she had asked me to leave her alone and blocked my number.

Now, being in her Range Rover after my break up with Lara, I stared out of the window and tried to calm down. It wasn't like I was in love with Lara or anything. I just hated public confrontations like that. I hated looking like a douche in front of everyone.

And Kelly just kind of took everything in stride. She had made a couple of jokes in the car about my break up, but I just wasn't in the mood.

Waiting at the drive thru for the fast food place, she placed a hand on my knee and I glanced over at her. Her wide blue eyes searched my face and she frowned.

"I'm sorry about Pink Streak. I really am."

Her eyes were sincere and that's what I liked about Kelly. She didnt like Lara but she still cared about my feelings even if it was for another girl.

"It's okay. I already told you I didn't think it would last." I shrugged. Her hand moved up to my thigh and she moved up in the long line.

"I hate waiting in lines. I have some amazing frozen s**t in my freezer at my house." She wiggled her eyebrows and squeezed my thigh. F*ck. I wasn't sure if she was hinting at what I thought she was or not but I nodded and she grinned.

We got out of the drive thru line and she drove quickly back to her house. Once inside we walked towards the kitchen and she turned to me with her wide, blue eyes. "What do you want? I have frozen sliders, chicken nuggets, fries, hot pockets and pizza rolls.

Her. I wanted her. I took a step towards her and I could see that look in her eyes when she was horny. I caressed her face and her eyes fluttered shut. "Whatever you want. That's what I want."

She licked her bottom lip and opened her eyes."You and Lara just broke up. What I want is irrelevant."

I leaned down and kissed her. Her hands moved around my neck and f*ck she tasted so good. I moved my hands down her waist and grabbed her ass. She moaned and I lifted her. I missed her. I missed this. I set her on the island and kissed her neck and throat. She moaned again and moved her hands down my chest and undid my belt and unbuttoned my jeans. I threw her sweater off of her shoulders and lifted her shirt.

Her boobs had grown and looked like they were stuffed inside her bra. Little blue veins were everywhere. I unhooked her bra and threw it aside. Her n*pples were a darker pink than before and so f*cking beautiful. I leaned down and took one in my mouth. She arched her back into me and treated me with a tiny moan.

"They're really sensitive." She whispered.

"Is this okay?" I gave her another little suck and she nodded, tangling her fingers in my hair.

"Uh, f*ck yes!" The breathy sound of her voice went straight down to my throbbing d**k. Her hand moved down under my boxers and she stroked me. I moaned against her chest and pulled away from her so that I could pull her leggings off of her.

I could make out a slight curve of her stomach as she leaned back to help me pull her pants off. That was mine. She was mine. I jerked her soaked panties off of her and groaned. Her p*ssy was glistening and ready.

Lara had always been so shy about opening her legs to me. She always just covered herself up so that I couldn't see her. Kelly didn't care. Atleast not anymore. I leaned down and kissed her thighs and inhaled her heady scent. She smelled so f*cking good.

I traced my tongue through her wet folds and she moaned loudly. F*ck. I was going to c*m before I even got to be inside her again. I sucked on her c**t and she bucked her legs and pressed my face down into her. This is what I liked. I loved how uninhibited she was with me. She didn't have to tell me what she wanted, she just showed me.

"God this feels amazing." She moaned. I pushed my fingers into her and she began to shudder. I felt a gush of wetness come from her and I lapped it all up. She was so responsive to me. F*ck.

I licked and sucked on her a little more until she cried out and her p*ssy began sucking my fingers into her. I kissed up her stomach and latched onto her n****e again. She hissed and moved her hand back down to my d**k.

She pulled it out and gave me a few long strokes before she lined me up at her entrance. "F*ck me, James. Please." She breathed out. Her pupils were blown back and her heaving chest looked so f*cking hot.

I pushed into her and groaned. F*ck. This was where I belonged. This is where I wanted to be. I pumped into her and watched her come apart underneath me.

"James." She moaned and pulled me in for a kiss. "F*ck, baby. I missed you."

"You missed my c*ck,baby?" She nodded and I grabbed her thighs and worked her faster. Her juices were dripping from her onto the counter and it was a sight to behold.

"Yes. Yes! I missed you. God. Your c*ck is amazing! Please! More!"

I slammed into her and her p*ssy clenched down on me. I groaned and held her still as I took what I needed from her. We both needed this. I couldn't stay hard to save my life with Lara, but Kelly was no issue. I watched sweat bead on her body as I f*cked her perfect, little p*ssy and I leaned down and licked her throat and sucked.

I felt it when she came again and she cried out my name. That was enough for me. I grabbed her hips and pumped her hard until I felt my balls tighten. I pulled out of her and watched my c*m splatter all over her stomach and mound. She laid back on the island, her chest heaving and giggled.

"That was f*cking amazing." She breathed. I grabbed some paper towels from beside her and cleaned her up and she sat up and grinned at me.

"I noticed no issues today."

"Yeah, me neither."

"It's because you're where you belong." She said with a small smile.

I grinned at her and kissed her lips. She moaned against my lips and wrapped her arms tightly around me.

"Best lunch ever." She whispered.

"You still need to eat. You want a hot pocket or what?" I buttoned up my pants and did you my belt.

She watched me and sighed. "Sliders." She looked around for her clothes. I gathered them all up and she smiled at me. I found my shirt and pulled it on and when she slid off of the counter she cringed.

She looked back and there was a slick spot right under where her p*ssy had sat.

"Ew." She reached under a counter and pulled out a cleaning spray and sprayed the counter down and wiped it up. I began heating up the sliders in the microwave and leaned against the counter and watched her.

She watched me back and her blue eyes glittered. I could she was happy. She threw away the paper towels she used and walked over to me. She wrapped her arms around me and laid her chin on my chest to look up at me.

"Thank you."

"For f*cking you?"

"Yeah."

I snorted and pushed some strands of hair out of her face.

"Well you're more than welcome. Thank you for letting me. Best welcome home present to my d**k ever."

"Welcome home." She scoffed and shook her head.

She laid her head on my chest and I stroked her hair as we waited for the sliders. I have only known her for three months, but I was done denying my feelings for her. She was an amazing f*ck, yes, but it wasn't just lust that made me want to be around her. It scared me to think about it, but I was pretty sure I was falling in love with her.

I wondered if she felt the same for me, but there was no way I was going to tell her anything. I didn't even know what the hell we were doing still. I didn't know if she wanted to be with me and like she said the other night, I was too much of a coward to ask her. I also didn't know if I should ask her anyways because I didn't want her to think that I just wanted to be with her because she was pregnant with my kid.

I mean, that was one of the reasons, but it wasn't the main reason.

"What are you thinking about so hard?" She looked up at me and I smiled down at her.

"You. Us. Everything." Her smile dimmed and she shrugged.

"Boo. Sore subject. Let's change it."

"Sore subject?"

She eyed me as she pulled away and pulled our food out of the microwave. "If you want a relationship just because I'm pregnant, then I don't want it."

"I don't want one with you because you're pregnant. I want a relationship with you because I like you. Because I miss you when you're not around. Because since I got with Lara, I felt like I made a huge mistake."

She narrowed her eyes at me and shrugged again. "I don't know. I mean I can tell your d**k missed me, but you looked happy with her."

"She was my friend. Is my friend? I don't even know anymore. We were better off friends than we were in a relationship. When she acted normal and not all clingy, yeah, I was happy, but most of the time it was clingy."

She nodded slowly and brought me my food on a paper plate.

I looked down at it then back at her. She walked to the fridge and pulled out some ketchup. She squirted some on her plate and sat down at the island, right where we had just f*cked.

"And how do I know that you don't feel obligated to be with me just because I'm pregnant?"

"Because I wanted you before I knew you were."

"But you didn't want all of my issues."

"I didn't want you to keep pushing me away because of your issues. I knew you would. But I'm here. I've been here from the beginning. I don't plan on bolting."

"And what about school?"

"I haven't heard back from anyone yet. I don't know about any of that yet, but we can figure it out. I'm not going to force you to be with me, but I would like to try to have a relationship with you."

She dipped her little sliders in ketchup and took small bites.

"Can I have some time to think about it? I mean, you just came out of a relationship with Pink Streak. You should take some time to think about it too."

I sighed. I went and sat next to her. "I know. I can give you time, but I know what I want."

"Okay. Thank you."

We went back to school and since we had the next class together we walked to class together. She had been a bit quiet since our talk at her house and I wondered if she was really putting thought into it. I knew that she had to take into account a lot of things, so I wouldn't rush her.

We sat in our usual seats and busied ourself with our work.

After class, Michael caught up to me raised eyebrows and his arms out wide. "Dude, what the f*ck?"

"What?" I pulled my locker open and glanced at him.

"Lara broke up with you because Kelly is pregnant? When were you going to drop this bombshell on me?"

"Which one? The pregnancy or the break up?"

"Dude! So she's really pregnant?"

"Yup."

"And you're not going to tell me how in the f*ck that happened?"

"I didn't wear a condom." I raised my eyebrows at him and he ran his hand over his face.

"Dude. What the f*ck?"

"What?"

"So are you and Kelly getting together or what's happening there?"

"I don't know. She needs time to think."

"But she comes into school after lunch with a giant hickey on her neck."

"She has a hickey?"

"Yeah. A huge one. " He pointed to his own throat and I shrugged.

"Sh*t. I didn't know I left one."

"So you f*cked her right after you broke up with Lara?"

I gave him a look and he frowned. "That's kind of f*cked up, man."

I sighed. I know. It was bad, but I needed it. "I know. How is she?"

"She went home. Luckily she didn't get to see you walking in with Kelly and see the giant ass mark you left on her."

"Yeah. I know."

We stood there for a bit longer and then Dexter came up. He glared up at me and sneered.

"So, you're the one who's been f*cking Kelly?"

I sighed and stared at him with a blank expression. "What does it matter if I am or not?"

"Dex, back the f*ck up." Michael pushed his brother back and I turned back to my locker. I was not going to get into this sh*t.

Before I even knew it, his fist slammed into my cheek and for a few seconds I saw stars. I crashed against my locker and then I heard yelling and people started gathering around us. I stood up straight and glared down at him.

"What was that for?"

"For f*cking my girl!"

"I never f*cked Alicia, but I'm sure as f*ck if I did, she'd dump your ass quick." He laughed at his friends gathered around him and then his face twisted and he reared back. This time I was ready. I moved and he hit the locker.

I heard Kelly push through people with wide eyes. Dexter tackled me and I felt him begin pummeling me. I covered my face and head with my arms and then he was off of me.

I looked up and Kelly had him in a choke hold, clinging to his back.

I scrambled up, fear squeezing my gut. If she got hurt I would f*cking lose it.

"I am not your property, you piece of sh*t. You don't get to go around punching people just because I wanted to be with them and not you." Dexter's face was turning pink and she let go and pulled his hair back to look up at her.

The football players were snickering but I was just glad he wasn't trying to fight back against her.

"You leave James alone." Her eyes were full of venom and she let go of his hair and walked up to me. She looked at my face worriedly and smoothed her thumb over my busted lip. My jaw hurt a little, but I was okay.

"Starr, you're going to let a girl fight your battles?" I heard him call from behind her. Kelly rolled her eyes and grabbed my arm.

"Let's go."

I glared at Dexter. Michael kicked at his brother's legs and walked after us. The teachers and security were just now beginning to realize that there had been a scuffle, but we were already out of there. Thankfully. I didn't need any bad sh*t in my record.

"You okay?" She asked as we walked out to the parking lot.

"Yeah. I'm fine."

"I'm sorry." She apologized.

"You didn't do anything."

"No, but he did because of me."

"My brother's a f*ck tard. Alicia is going to dump him for sure after she hears what he did." Michael was grinning and for some reason I found it funny. I laughed and Kelly sighed and rolled her eyes, then smirked.

"Yeah. Do you guys want to go back to my house and hang out for a bit?"