Chapter 1.2
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"IHA, I offer my condolences," I heard it, but I wasn't in the mood to talk.
I wanted to know what happened. Why did Dad die? He wasn't sick; he was healthy and always exercised.
"What happened to Dad? Why did he die?" I asked with a cold voice.
All our household staff were here to comfort me, but no one cared.
"He had an accident. His car hit a post, dear," Manang said with a bowed head.
"They brought him here immediately, but he lost too much blood, dear. That's what the doctor said," Manang added softly.
I fell silent because I still couldn't believe what was happening. We went home first because we needed to prepare for Dad's wake and burial.
I'm in my room now, unable to stop my tears from falling and finding it hard to breathe. I wanted to lose control and cry loudly, but I remembered what Dad told me.
"You look ugly when you cry." I wanted to hear his voice again.
I wiped away my tears when I heard a knock on the door. I took a deep breath.
"Come in."
"Dear, have something to eat first. Let's go downstairs," Manang said, smiling, but it was a bitter smile that I returned.
"You miss him already, don't you?" Manang said tearfully, but I felt my own tears fall.
"Manang, I won't be able to be with him anymore… Manang, Dad's gone. He left me," and I broke down.
I felt Manang hug me. "Dear, you need to be strong, because you only have yourself now. But I'm here to help you."
"Your father's wake will start tomorrow," she said softly, and I just nodded.
"Can you leave me alone for now?" I asked, and I heard the door close as I collapsed on my bed, tears streaming down my face.
"WHERE is the Mayor's daughter? Why isn't she here?"
"Yes, today is her father's burial, right?"
"She still can't accept that her father is gone."
"Poor girl…"
I heard whispers from those attending the burial. It was Dad's burial day, but here I am, far away. I couldn't bear to see how he would be buried, how he would finally leave me.
I turned away and suppressed my sobs as I started walking away. I took a deep breath.
"Goodbye, Dad," I said with a trembling voice.
I didn't know where my feet were taking me, but all I knew was that I was walking away from the cemetery where my Dad was buried. I miss him.
I found myself hugging myself as I felt the cold wind. I looked around and saw a bar, so I went inside to warm up.
I closed my eyes against the noise and loud music. I sat in front of the waiter, or whatever he was. It was my first time in a bar even though I was 19. As long as there's a long table and plenty of alcohol, I didn't care about any of it.
"What's yo–"
"Just give me alcohol," I said abruptly, and the waiter nodded.
After a while, the waiter returned and placed a glass of water in front of me.
"Hey, that's just water!" I frowned, so he frowned back.
"Try it first, miss," the waitress added.
I didn't hesitate to drink it, and it was good. "Another one!" I said without hesitation, and he nodded.
"Another one!" I kept drinking.
"Another one!" I said. "Is the world spinning or is it an earthquake?" I closed my eyes, wanting to drink more.
"1k pesos, Miss."
"Keep the change."
"I only need you for my friend who is all about studying and working. Looks like he'll like you, haha," he laughed.
But what did he say?
I didn't understand.
"What did you say?" I pointed to his chest.
I felt myself being lifted up, but the earthquake continued around me, so I just closed my eyes because my vision was getting blurry.
"I still want to drink!" I pushed, and then I felt something soft on my back.
And it felt good to sleep; I immediately felt sleepy.
I heard the door close, meaning the man who brought me here had left. What was that for?
I threw myself on the bed and unbuttoned the three buttons of my blouse because it was a bit hot. I couldn't resist and took it off completely and closed my eyes.
"I'm fvcking hot, Baby," I heard, but I didn't know who it was.
I felt someone on top of me and felt their breath on my face. I tried to open my eyes and stared at his beautiful eyes.
Was he seducing me?
It seemed like he wanted to do something to me because of the desire in his eyes.
"I want you," I heard before he kissed me gently.
I put my hand on his neck to deepen our kiss, and it became more intense.
"Fvck," he groaned, and I stopped moaning when he kissed my neck.
I also felt his hand on my chest, and he played with it, making me moan because of it.
"Moan," I moaned when he touched me.
He lifted my body to take off all my lower clothes, and he looked at me while approaching my face.
"It's beautiful," he said between breaths.
I pulled him closer and he kissed the space between us.
I don't know what it's called, but I felt so good that I couldn't help but moan in pleasure.
"Ugh…Ohh…Yeah, that's it!" I moaned when he touched me.
He continued to play with my chest and kissed my neck until he licked my chest.
"Ohh my God!" I moaned when he touched mine.
He lifted my body to remove all my lower clothes, and he looked at me as he approached my face.
"It's beautiful," he said between breaths.
I pulled him closer and he kissed the space between us.
I don't know what it's called, but I felt so good that I couldn't help but moan in pleasure.
"Ugh…Ohh…Yeah, that's it!" I moaned when he touched me.
He continued to play with my chest and kissed my neck until he licked my chest.
"Ohh my God!" I moaned when he touched mine.
He lifted my body to remove all my lower clothes, and he looked at me as he approached my face.
"It's beautiful," he said between breaths.
I pulled him closer and he kissed the space between us.
I don't know what it's called, but I felt so good that I couldn't help but moan in pleasure.
"Ugh…Ohh…Yeah, that's it!" I moaned when he touched me.
He continued to play with my chest and kissed my neck until he licked my chest.
"Ohh my God!" I moaned when he touched mine.
He lifted my body to remove all my lower clothes, and he looked at me as he approached my face.
"It's beautiful," he said between breaths.
I pulled him closer and he kissed me in between.
I don't know what that's called, but it felt so good.
"Ugh... Ohh... Yeah, that's it!" I moaned with my eyes closed, not recognizing myself, it feels so good!
"I want more, Daddy, please enter," I gasped.
He paused in between my legs or whatever that's called and looked at me innocently.
"What?" he grinned.
"I want more than that, bring me to heaven. I want to be happy," I pleaded.
"Really?" he made sure.
"Please..." I begged.
He chuckled before standing up and removing his boxer, revealing his perfect body like a god. I swallowed hard, can I handle this?
"Are you ready?" he touched it down and up, then got even harder.
I heard a small moan from him too. I just nodded in response.
He positioned his length at my entrance, and I closed my eyes tightly as it suddenly entered. Tears immediately welled up, and it slid in.
"I know it's hurting, baby. Do you want me to stop?" concern showed in his eyes.
"No, just continue, it will go away soon, right?" I weakly said, and he slowly moved, still looking at me with concern.
"Are you sure?" he paused briefly, and I just nodded.
"f**k!" he started thrusting faster, and I felt a bit of pleasure.
We just looked at each other as he continued.
"Ughh!" I moaned as it started feeling good, and he kept thrusting in and out.
"Faster!" I moaned, louder as he picked up the pace.
It feels so good, I want more!
"Ughhh... Ohh..."
Our moans filled the entire room, his eyes never leaving me, watching me enjoy myself.
"Ohh, I need to pee, wait!" I felt like I was about to pee.
"Come, baby, Daddy is waiting, f**k!" he moaned.
I just held onto his back and scratched him as something came out of me. He didn't stop but I felt a warm liquid inside me.
"Why did you—" I weakly asked.
"Sorry, but I can't," he kissed me, then I felt him leave me and lie down beside me.
"Thank you," I said.
"Please don't die just for me," I heard his voice, so I just got up.
I opened my eyes and sat up, pulling the blanket as I remembered what happened last night.
But I don't remember... except that someone took my first kiss and virginity at the same time.
Oh my god, what have I done? Did he use a condom or any protection? Why did this happen? Ugh!
I got up and wrapped the blanket around me, but there was no need since the guy lying down was naked, facing the other way.
I quickly picked up my clothes and got dressed.
I left afterward, pinching my cheeks.
Stupid, Shay! Why? Why did this happen?
I shouldn't have gone to the bar or left Dad's funeral.
What if something happened?
I slumped my shoulders.
"It's probably nothing, nothing," I muttered and got into the elevator.
I think I'm in a hotel because there are so many floors.
"Okay," I said to myself as I looked in the mirror, but suddenly felt a sharp pain between my legs.
Why is it so big?
Is that P3nis?
I was just getting ready when the elevator suddenly opened. Don't show it off, okay. You're normal, Shay.
"President, your son is on floor 15," said a man, also one of those sitting in front of me.
I just bowed down because of shame.
"President, I'm your idol!" scream I heard.
"Let's go," answered the new President of the Philippines, but I didn't care.
I just bowed when he entered the elevator, and I also got out. There were a lot of people, luckily no one knew me, thank you.
"Wait, that's the Mayor's son."
"Yes, that is the Mayor's son."
"Isn't the Mayor dead?"
"Let's get closer."
I just thought, I ran out of the hotel, and a car stopped in front of me.
"Get in," I heard the door open. I have no doubts about the ride, whoever it is I hope I'm safe.
"Thank you," I said and was surprised when he found out that he knew my house.
He was about to speak, but I entered the house.
"And where did you come from, Shay Fatimah!" when I turned my back on the gate, this is what appeared.
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