Beyond Desire

Chapter 8 - Safe (SPG)

Alex sat numbly, her mind still reeling. Macy's voice chimed in from the side, "I was just talking to some people and they said Carlos got into a fight with someone. But he said he just tripped on the stairs." Macy's brow furrowed in concern. "I think Carlos is trying to downplay it because if his mom finds out he got into a fight, he'll be in trouble. He's really invested in the art club and doesn't want to get kicked out of school."

Alex listened to Macy's words, but her thoughts were still stuck on what had just happened with Harvey and Carlos.

But reality quickly snapped me back to attention. I was still miffed at Macy, but her sudden apology caught me off guard. She claimed she had to rush off after our swimsuit fitting to try out her new swimsuit in the pool. It seemed like she just wanted to show off, reveling in her single status. We were both boyfriend-less, but our experiences were vastly different. Unlike me, Macy had explored relationships early on, while my illness had held me back.

Speaking of my illness, it struck again this morning as I was commuting on the bus. I saw a couple sitting next to me, but it wasn't an ordinary cuddling. The guy had his hand inside the girl's dress. My goodness, it's a good thing no one saw them, how embarrassing to do that in public. It reminded me of what happened between me and Harvey at the gallery.

So, love it or hate it, I contacted Harvey as soon as I got off the bus. And in an instant, a man got off the car in front of the waiting shed. It was Harvey, looking handsome as ever. Well, being the son of a rich family, he had a fancy car too, not as extravagant as theirs but wealthy nonetheless.

He suddenly pulled me into his car earlier and we stopped at a secluded place. And I didn't know that's where it would all happen. That was a first for me.

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(Earlier)

" Is this really it, Harvey? " I asked.

" Yes? Why, don't you like it? " Harvey teased as he held onto my thigh. He knew exactly how to ignite the fire in me, especially when he knew how eager I was for him.

" It's just that it feels a bit cramped here, " I whispered, trying to control the heat in my body.

" That's okay, the school gate isn't open yet so we don't have a choice," he replied.

I had left early because I didn't feel like going to school late, luckily it was only 6 am and the gate doesn't open until 8 am since our class starts at 9.

" But..." I began to protest.

" Shh, don't speak, baby, let's just get rid of the heat in your body... hmm?" Harvey whispered in my ear, adding to the warmth in my body.

Suddenly, I knelt in front of him, removed his pants, and started to pleasure him.

" Ugh, baby... it feels so good, " he whispered.

" Does it feel good, Harvey?" I teased.

" No, call me baby, " he said, groaning.

" Yes, baby... hmm," I replied.

I then proceeded to satisfy him, bringing him to a state of pleasure.

He moaned with delight, " You're driving me crazy, lady... "

" Hmm, you're so good, Harvey, " I said.

" Yes, baby, only you should do this to me... --" he trailed off as I continued to please him.

I leaned back his seat in the car to have a better position, removing all my clothes. He admired me in a daze of desire.

Blushing, I mounted him, taking him in as I was already wet.

" You're still so big, Harvey, " I exclaimed, panting.

" Yes, baby, you're the only one for me, Alex. Are you driving me insane? " he exclaimed.

I increased my pace, pleasuring him further.

Soon, we reached climax in Harvey's car.

--

" Earth to Alex?? Are you okay? You seem to be daydreaming, are you blushing? " Macy said.

" Uh, what? "

Shit! I remembered what we did again, but I'm feeling hot all over. "Excuse me, may I go out? "

" Sure, Alex. Please be right back. " our instructor said.

As I stood up from my seat, I glanced at Harvey and it seemed like he was about to stand up too, but I shot him a look. He didn't back down and stood up anyway, so I quickly left without knowing what he told our teacher. I don't want to be teased because of his constant following me.

" Hey! Alex," someone grabbed my hand – it was Harvey, as usual.

" What, Harvey?" I said.

" Are you wet? " he suddenly asked.

"What kind of question is that? " I answered, feeling embarrassed.

" Your eyes are changing again, like they have a hint of lust in them, " he explained.

" You always seem to know when I'm being attacked," I chuckled.

" Well, I've got you figured out, " he said. "Do you want to go to the rooftop? "

" What rooftop are you talking about? Are you crazy? It's too open-- "

And just like that, I found myself being pulled by Harvey, climbing up a long flight of stairs towards the rooftop. Was he really sure about this? What if I get tired by the time we reach the rooftop, without even doing anything yet? I was taken aback when he suddenly sat in front of me, facing away.

"Get on," he simply said.

" What do you mean, get on?" I asked.

" Piggy back ride? So you won't get tired, " he offered.

And so, I ended up getting on his back, not wanting to get exhausted. In a few minutes, we were already on the rooftop, where there was a hidden room.

" Please don't tell me-- "

" Don't worry, it's not broken. I sometimes hang out here," he explained.

"Ah, " I said.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

And just like that, instead of forgetting about my thirst, my body started heating up again.

"Harvey, " I said, holding onto his arm.

" Yes, baby? "

" f**k me."

" Sure baby. "

And in an instant, something happened between us, releasing the heat from our bodies, with the rooftop as the witness to our passion. I don't know why, but I feel happy doing this with him. I feel safe when I'm with him. Thank you, Harvey. Thank you for being there.