"Let's go AC" I hear echos of my best friend's voice, but I can't move. I see hands waving before my eyes, trying to get me out of my trance, i just stand there looking at the faces of those who traumatized me in the worst way possible, unable to move, giving them the satisfaction of knowing they can physically hurt. I feel pathetic right now for not being able to defend myself, and not letting my best friend come to my aid. I stand there frozen, as the once more broke me, and left smiling. "Snap out of it AC dammit! you're scaring me" my best friend shakes me and I gasp, letting out my breathe I didn't realize I've been holding. I look around me, trying to look at something familiar. I look around frantically, I don't even realize there's someone holding my arm. "AC, Jesus it's me, ple

