I woke up the following morning, wrapped in Jamie's arms. my head on his chest as I listen to the beating of my heart. our legs were entangled in each other. The room was so quiet the only thing one could hear was the sound of his steady breath. Sincerely speaking, this was one of the best night's sleep I've had in a long time. My thoughts can't help but drift to last night. Despite him telling me to forget about it, I can't. It is very hard for me to forget something like that because I am not very confident and I'm not used to throwing myself at men and the first person I did it too, happened to be someone I like and he rejected me. So that got to me and it will take more than just 'don't let it get to you' to have me forget about it. "Jesus! you think so loud" I hear Jamie say. I

