It has been months since we found out that we lost our baby and since then Jamie hasn't been the same towards me.
The day we left the hospital, he showed up an hour earlier and paid the bills and other expenditures. I'd asked him where he had gone to, but he gave me no reply. His eyes were red and puffy so I assumed he wanted to want to grief on his own.
Telling Tracey about the loss of our baby was very difficult, because it felt like I was reliving everything over again, and the pain was ten times worst than the first time.
Jamie wasn't present. Dylan and Willow helped me with organising a small funeral celebration for our angel that passed away. Watching them lay down the box that contained flowers of my creation was like I was being stabbed in the heart by a knife repeatedly.
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