Livia’s POV
The room is spinning.
I can’t believe I let myself get into this situation.
I shouldn’t be here—wait, no.
Ford shouldn’t be here.
“Hey,” he says as he comes over to me. “I’m happy you finally decided to come. What do you want to watch?”
I turn to Nadine, who just gives me a sheepish smile. Under normal circumstances, I would laugh with her about this. But right now, I can’t even bring myself to smile back. I know she has the best intentions, but it almost feels like another betrayal.
“Are you alright?” Nadine asks, peering closer at me. “Livia, I know that I didn’t tell you—”
“It’s alright.” I swallow hard. All my emotions are fighting inside me. I know that I should never let Ford know what I feel, and the only way to do that is to pretend like this is okay. But I’m
