So I found everything out too.) Gunnar’s letter to Michelle 4th August 1985 Mishka my dear! I’ve missed you terribly, there is no strength. The devil guessed to release you in this idiotic holiday! Only pampering and stupidity. No more separate holidays and generally I’m not letting you away from me any more. You there I suppose are conducting yourself pigly and conducting chickens all around, you’re not looking after yourself, you’ve forgotten about me, and you’ve forgotten the children. Outrageous! Zhenka is also to me like wind in the head! I’m coming by and by, the old threatening husband. Cut out the faire la cour, don’t touch the chicken, don’t be angry with me. Seriously Mishka, I’ve despaired terribly. I hope very much that you’re resting there properly, sun bathing and over e

