Alexis Sierra
Happily ever after..
That’s my favorite sentence since I was little, how I wish our world can be like fairytales. Everything will be so easy, the princess will meet their prince charming and then get married.. have kids and happily ever after.
Can my life be that easy?
Last night, me and Sebastian talked to mom. We have a serious and a really long talk. My mom let Axel go with us and maybe she will visit us sometimes, she's really my superhero. I called my brother Colton and guess what? He's mad as hell but mom told me to not worry about him.
Colton Sierra, my big brother. He's on the same age as Sebastian, he's a pilot so of course he always go everywhere around the world.
This morning, we heard from Alex that there's a news about us two. Jean and Blake called us, she was worried about me. I honestly don't know what to do about the press.
They called me a liar for lying about Sebastian.. I even got a kid. I can't do anything. Sebastian told me he will take care of it but for me it's already out and useless. I told him just let it be.. I know this thing will come sooner or later. I can't hide Axel forever, he will grow up and he will need me and his dad.
I even got a call from Victoria Secret for me to attend a emergency meeting, I don't have a good feeling about this. I know I'm in big trouble.
"Lexy." I turned to Sebastian who sat beside me.
"Yeah?"
"Are you okay?" He asked.
"Yeah I'm fine." I said, I don't like telling people how I feel or what I'm thinking about. I'm an introvert person so I love hide everything for myself. Jean is my bestfriend but she only knows 60% of my life.. not all. It's better to keep it to yourself rather telling someone and be a burden to them.
"Don't worry about the press." I nodded.
"Lexy.”
"Yeah?" I raised my eyebrows.
"Let's get married." My eyes widen.. not again.
"We already agree not to talk about this." I said starting to annoy.
"Until when will you avoid it? Until when?" He asked.
"I don't want to marry you Sebastian. If I'm going to marry someone one day, it wouldn't be you" I said coldly. He looked at me disbelief.
"Axel is going to grow up Lexy.. can you act mature? He needs me.”
"You can meet him.. spend time with him-"
"Lexy.. we're now moving to New York together as a family." He said in a calm tone.
"We won't be like that forever, I'm doing this because I saw how Axel so happy to see you. I want to let him spend time with you for awhile before he will understand that-"
"Do you know how powerful I am? I can take Axel away from you." He cut me and saying that in a really cold tone.
"I'm the one who got pregnant 9 months, taking care of him and raising from the start.. alone. Don't even think about taking him away from me. He's mine and if you're trying to taking him away from me.. I'll do anything to get him back too." I answered in the same tone as him.
"You're unbelievable!" He started to get piss.
"I have money, fame.. everything you need and Axel's need. You don't have to worry about-"
"Not everything in this life is money Sebastian.. there are things that is worth more than money." I said and looked into his eyes.
"Why don't you want to marry me? I'm asking you to marry me not making you my girlfriend! How many girls who really want to stand in your place right now?" He bursted.
"Then find another girl.. I'm not the one. Just because I have your child, it doesn't mean I need you to pity me. From the start I never ask you to pity me or take me back or take the responsiblity as a dad." I said and he sighed.
"Why are you so stubborn?"
"I'm doing all this for Axel, I see how happy he is with you. He needs you in his life for awhile before he understand that his dad and his mom can't be together." I said and he closed his eyes. He let out a deep sigh and his hand turned into a fist.
"Why are you acting like this?" He asked.
"Didn't I told you? That I hate you Sebastian? 2 years ago was a mistake for me.. but after having Axel.. it wasn't a mistake anymore. Axel changes my life." I looked up to him and he looked at me confuse.
"I like you.. I like you Alexis." I gulped nervously.
"Don't.. don't even try to like me, you're wasting your time too much for that. Find another girl or you can sleep around, I don’t mind." I said coldly straight to his face and he looked at me disbeliefz
"What makes you change? Tell me!"
"Nothing.. I just realized how annoying you are.. or maybe I just realized how much I hate you. Enduring this time for Axel is quite hard." I said.
"F***!" He cursed but I turned to the window.
"Fine.. if you want to hate me, hate me then but you can't go anywhere. You're going to stay with me 24/7, I'll make you fall all over again.” He said in a serious tone, I scoffed.
"Fall for you again? That won't happen Sebastian.. it won't happen.”
"Oh really? It will happen again, Lexy. I have your heart now.. I'm locking it on my hand. I know how your heart beats, I know what it wants.. acting cold and pushing away won’t make me go away and give up on you Lexy.. it makes me hungry for you more than before.. like a lion hunting a little deer for his dinner." I looked at him disbelief, he smirked and turned his head to look out the window.