Chapter Two
The kitchen smells like burnt toast. Thatâs my fault. I shoved two slices in, wandered off to hunt for my left boot, and forgot about them until the smoke alarm started shrieking.
Now Mom waves a dish towel at the ceiling, muttering curses under her breath. âOne day, youâre going to burn this whole house down.â
âOne day,â I say, dropping into a chair, âthis house is going to deserve it.â
She gives me the look. The one that says donât start. I keep my mouth shut and pick at the toast anyway, even though itâs blackened on one side.
Across the table, my brother slurps cereal like itâs a performance art piece. He glances at my jacket. âWhy do you always dress like a boy?â
The question is loud. Too loud. I feel it vibrate in my bones.
âBecause I like pockets,â I snap, a little sharper than I mean to. I tug the jacket tighter around me, suddenly aware of my motherâs silence.
She doesnât defend me. She never does. She just stares at her coffee mug, like the swirl of cream in the middle is more fascinating than her own kid.
I shove the rest of the toast in my mouth, swallow it dry, and stand. âIâm going to be late.â
âFor what?â my brother asks.
I donât answer.
Outside, the morning air is cold enough to sting, but at least it doesnât ask questions.