**Zaiden’s POV**
“Zaiden! Haven’t you slept yet?” the voice from another side is full of concern and I couldn’t help but shed the silent tears as I hear her voice more.
“Mom, I couldn’t sleep. Mom! Please give me something to eat that will make me never wake up from the sleep. I don’t want to wake up. Waking up scares me to the hell and I don’t want to wake up mom,” I say as my voice softens in front of her.
“Zaiden! What the hell are you doing son? Don’t tell me you’re doing something. This is why I never agreed to let you live alone but you never listen to me. Son, just get a hold of yourself and promise me that you won’t be doing anything. Mom’s on her way,” she says and I put down the phone.
I wish I had some weeds with me right now. I wish I could overdose and kill myself but I ca
