The lover in me

Ace

3 months later.....

Juvia's pov:

It has been three months after Ian's slippery incident. I was already tired because of non stop exams at college. I didn’t get enough time to write. 

I started to write steamy stories a month ago on a writting site under a pen name called "juicy_chocolate". I wanted to be a part time writer so this is a good way to start my writing carrier. 

I know i don't like watching porn, but i did read a lot of romance related books. So i chose to write steamy romance. When i thought about the hero of my story, Ace came to my mind. So Ace it is.

It’s gonna be another hot adventure between the main female character and Ace. With this thought, i started to type. 

After 2 hours...

I had to get up again. This is the 7th time i had to get up to splash water on my face. I can't help it. I started to blush and feel hot when i was typing about that steamy romance with Ace. 

When i cooled down, i sat down again to type...

After another hour...

Yes! It’s done. I have finished today's chapter and uploaded it. Sigh! I'm gonna sleep now.

That same night....

Ace's pov: 

Sigh~ Another day is gone. I was so busy this week that i couldn’t take any proper break. Thank God tomorrow is Sunday. I bought a couple of breads,  butter, eggs and juices for dinner. I don’t have the energy to cook dinner tonight. 

It has been 3 years since i left my country and came to America to study and do my job at the same time. I miss my country, i miss my family, friends and the foods. 

Talk about friends, i haven’t talked with John for two weeks. After dinner, i sat on the sofa and checked my inbox on social media. Due, to time difference, it’s hard for us to communicate.

Fortunately John is active now. So i called him and we started to talk. At first it started with normal topics then John said, "Don't mind, i have to show you something". I said, " sure, show me".

Then John sent me two pictures of us, the picture had a few dialogues. In the picture, both me and John were sitting together on a bench, smiling at the camera. The dialogue above john in the picture was "Be my valentine?". And the dialogue above my head was, " yes". 

The second picture had a caption, it was "Be mine" and "happy Valentine's day".   

I didn’t mind, to be honest it was funny. Then John said, " my little sister, found these pictures and decided to edit them like this, she told me we were gay couple".

I laughed hard when i heard that. Me and John were best bros, deffinitely not gay. Then i asked John, "why did she say that?".

John sighed and said, " she said that we don’t have a girlfriend and we both talk for hours on phone. So she found it funny to call us gay couple".

I laughed again. I told John that it’s okay, i didn’t mind.     

If i am being honest, deep inside, i wanted to show her just how wrong she is to call me gay. Not just show, i wanted to prove her. I wanted to kiss her till she can't take it anymore, hug her, and do so many sinful things to her. I can't tell all these to John though, she is his little sister for God's sake. He is very protective of her.

I don’t know if i can ever tell John that, "Hey, bro, i have a huge crush on Juvia, your one and only little sister". He will probably gonna kill me if he finds out. It’s gonna be a miracle if he doesn’t kill me or beat me up.   

I have seen many girls in my life but none of them are my type. Yes, some of them were good looking but that's not what i am looking for. I am looking for personality and character more than just looks.

Now these days, you can hardly find a girl who didn’t have an affair. I am into old fashioned type.

I want to be the only guy for my girl. Juvia is a sweet shy girl. I first saw her in parents meeting. She was so little and fragile at that time. My mother always wanted to have a daughter but couldn’t. So she liked Juvia a lot. My mother would talk about how sweet Juvia is, how it would be nice to have a daughtrr like Juvia.

Juvia was shy i could tell that much, she didn’t go anywhere alone. She either stayed with her parents or with her brother. 

When i want to visit John, i didn’t saw her. She was inside her room the whole day. She ate food in her room. At night, she came out of her room like a ninja to drink water, she made no sound. 

I couldn’t see her face clearly due to dim light. But i could tell she is a lot like a bunny or a kitten. Cause when she was getting back to her room, i decided to leave John's room and opened the door. As i did that, she ran and hid in her room. Her reaction amused me. But a voice in my mind told me that she is probably scared of me. That thought made me sad. I didn’t want her to be afraid of me.  

The next day i left John's house, i didn’t see her that day. After a week, i came to America and started my new life here.

It would be a lie if i said that i'm not attracted to Juvia. It’s true i haven’t seen her for many years. I don’t know how does she looks now. I don’t know if she has a crush on some dude. The thought of seeing her with some other guy irritates me. I do know that she is single cause if she got into a relationship, i would have heard it from John. John doesn’t want his baby sister to have a boyfriend. John wants Juvia to have a husband. 

Anyway, after talking with John tonight, i decided to visit a writing site.