FORBIDDEN

ChapterFive

sebastian’s pov*

I really tried , I swear I did.

I tried resisting the temptation of influencing her posting but typical me… I couldn’t. I knew she’d be upset but I did it anyway.

Now the thought of having her stay with me for the next three months both thrilled and scared me.

I know I go overboard but that’s because I don’t want any harm to come near her. That’s why I do all the things I do for her. But she’d never understand.

She had grown to dislike me, but it is okay. As long as she remains a good girl and does as I always say, we are cool.

I stepped into the house, hoping to see her somewhere in the living room, probably watching one of her boring movies, but she wasn’t there. The whole place seemed a bit too organized which was strange. Not when someone like Jasmine was around.

She was used to misplacing the tv remotes and leaving an almost empty class of juice at the table after watching a movie. Seeing how organized the whole place was, I was surprised. Is it possible she has changed?.

Never!! A leopard can never change its spots. So it only meant she had been in her room all day.

The smell of freshly made omelette caught my attention and I traced it to the kitchen. As soon as I opened the door, every nerve in my body came to life.

There she was in her usual skimpy outfit… the type I never wanted her to wear outside the confines of her own bedroom because I didn’t want anyone, not even our staffs to have a glance at her perfectly toned skin, which I am always tempted to touch if only she weren’t my sister.

Her big brown eyes widened in shock as she saw me standing by the door. With the way she jolted, my eyes couldn’t help but travel to the swell on her chest- not so small, not so big…just about the perfect size that could fit right into my palm… but f**k, I shouldn’t be having such thoughts about my sister, should I? That’s weird to me.

Her n*****s were hard behind the black crop top she wore, which left her flat stomach exposed to my wandering gaze. I had to keep my eyes in check. I didn’t want to see anything more ‘upsetting’

But it was difficult to keep these treacherous eyes of mine in place as my gaze dared to explore further, and they rested on the flimsy shorts she had on, which if I turned her around, I was certain wouldn’t cover her entire butt cheeks.

Fuck it. What’s wrong with me. This lusting over my sister is getting out of hand.

“Careful. Step away from the glass Jas,” I swallowed all the lustful thoughts running through my mind.

This had been my predicament for the past three years. I have fought so hard to maintain control of my feelings… but I don’t know how much longer I’d be able to hold back.

Not when she has entered my mind in ways I can never describe. I thought staying away from her will solve everything but it has proven to be wrong.

“Hi Sebastian ?” She called my name ever so innocently that I clenched my fist, stopping myself from closing the distance between us and doing something I might end up regretting.

No matter what happens, I had to regain control. I didn’t want her to see me as a monster. She has always taken me as her big brother… but now if only she knew that I had stopped seeing her as a sister ever since she turned sixteen.

She had stopped being my sister.

She is now my obsession.