Veiled Desires

EPISODE 4

I had never done this before and in such an aggressive way? This is not good at all.

Ple-a-s-e!!! I continued as he undressed me like a street w***e finally he got a hold on my panties at this point I knew it was serious!

No! I shouted, another hot slap landing on my face threatening me to keep mute this one was so hard on me that I got scared and did his bid

I shed tears like a helpless baby watching my one time sweet Phil forcing himself on me. Forcefully slipping his p***s in and out I bled so profusely and he didn't even care. Same Phil that made me believe my happiness meant the world to him.

I was humiliated and he made me do so many nasty things to satisfy his s****l urge.

Finally he has had his fill goes to the bathroom cleans up and leaves. His last words were "You can call this a goodbye, your purpose has been served".

I couldn't stand, so helpless.

It just dawned on me that I was raped!!

By my Phil, my man!

The first man I have ever loved and the last, atleast that's how I believed it was going to end. Happily ever after but no. I just got the shock of my life.

My Secretary who I now report to, has been having an affair with my boyfriend for God knows how long.

Who would I call? The cops?

If I do that Phil would go to jail!

Claudia can I even face her without biting off her ears?

Despite all Phil had done, I couldn't bear to hurt him.

I managed to clean myself up with my v****a boiling hot like an oven. It was no funny experience at all.

I still felt terrified, but I got a hold of myself and cleaned up.

This is Finland and the law frowns at injustice to women how much more what Phil did.

I moved to the hospital to get myself checked not making it to work meant I would not be doing the presentation and that would cost our company a three million dollar contract but I couldn't get a hold of myself I couldn't even stand anymore the doctor said there was forceful penetration and I had internal bleeding which would take some time to heal.

The event also affected my mental health so he restrained me from going home as I was already contemplating suicide.

Three days later I show up at the office and the first face I see Is that of Claudia.

See me in my office she says, managing to maintain eye contact with me.

We're both in her office she immediately says,

The company almost lost a huge contract because of you and we can't keep working with unserious persons who don't take the success of this company seriously.

We just concluded an interview for your replacement,

But wa-i-t…..

No you wait, I'm still talking

She cuts me short while trying to explain

Clear your desk and hand in all the company documents in your possession, the secretary downstairs will hand you your sack letter.

Now leave my office!

I felt even worse as my eyes immediately turn red and fresh tears run down my cheeks.

This is a company that I contributed immensely to her success and put on the world map.

This is them trashing me like a nobody who did nothing to contribute to the company growth. I was even more sad because the job was my only consolation and the only way I would try and get my mind off the event.

Office is cleared… I'll be on my way now

Thank you for everything Claudia.

You can leave now,she responds

But it was clear she felt bad and her heavy make-up was not bright enough to hide her guilt.

I walked downstairs and then to the gate with other workers looking at me with so much pity as I didn't even realize tears were rolling down my cheeks

This is the real reason why I left Finland, I could have easily found another job but the memories were just too much for me

Home was the best option, atleast Sweden was also a good place and my family would get to see me more often.

Too bad I returned to another version of misfortune.

"What the hell are you doing" my boss fires at me with his loud voice

We have a lot to do and you are sitting your dirty ass on my chair… you're getting a deduction if we loose any of these customers… he added

Quickly I rush back to my normal routine trying as much as possible to be the best at it despite the demoralizing thoughts going through my head.

On getting home I see my dad outside with a bald headed man. I had never met him before but from all indications, he was clearly the landlord.

You are owing 8 months rent and you are not making any attempts to pay my money. You and your family are leaving my house!... He screams

Please, my dad begs with knees on the ground

We don't have anywhere to go

I had never seen my dad that loyal especially for his family.

I cut in, we'll pay you sir.

He chuckled, pay who? With your bakery job?

Well there's something you can do to write off your debts.

What is that!!! We all screamed.

Mr Jake, I want you to crawl from where you are right now and kiss my feet. If you do that I will not just write off your debts but you won't have to pay rent for the next one year.

Never!! I countered with tears in my eyes.

Watching my dad crawl on his knees to where the landlord is …. Leaning in shamefully to kiss his dusty foot while his boys video the scene.

That would have been bearable until he shoves his dirty shoes right into my father's mouth

Yeah, that's how to kiss the foot

He laughs wickedly.

This is Jake Forbes, appeared in Forbes news paper as the most successful entrepreneur in 2014. Had chains of houses now begging for a chance to live in a dilapidated house.

My tears rolled as I fell to the floor watching my tough dad get humiliated by his former driver who is now our landlord