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PART 9

You got it, 💫! Let’s roll into Part 9, where Yam, Franc, and Isa begin to uncover the layers between them. This chapter brings new clarity, quieter confessions, and maybe—just maybe—the first glimmers of healing.

The room felt different with Isa there. Not heavier. Just fuller. Like stories had finally entered the space that used to hold only silence and assumptions.

We made tea. Nobody drank it. Franc sat cross-legged on the couch, one hand gripping the old photo Isa had brought—the picture that tied us all together long before we knew it.

Isa perched at the edge of my armchair, knees tucked up. She looked smaller than I remembered. Or maybe I was just seeing her with different eyes.

“So,” I said, trying to cut through the static. “Tell me why you disappeared.”

She didn’t blink. Just looked at me with something raw behind her eyes.

“I got scared,” she said. “Of growing up. Of being close to people who made me feel too much.”

Franc exhaled hard.

“Scared of me?” he asked.

“Scared of what I’d do to you,” she replied. “You were spinning out. I didn’t know how to pull you back without falling with you.”

“And me?” I added. “Was I part of the spiral?”

“No,” she said, voice trembling. “You were the anchor. And anchors scared me too. I didn’t know if I wanted to stay grounded or float away.”

We sat in that honesty.

For once, no one interrupted.

Eventually, Franc spoke again. “Why contact us now?”

Isa looked at both of us. “Because I watched you both separately. And I realized... you were healing together. In ways I never could manage alone.”

I didn’t speak. Not yet.

Franc leaned forward. “Yam saved me. Not in big, dramatic ways. Just... in small, consistent moments.”

Isa smiled gently. “That’s always been Yam’s gift. Showing up when others don’t.”

I felt something stir in my chest. Not anger. Not forgiveness. Just the beginning of understanding.

Isa reached into her bag again, this time pulling out a folded letter.

“I wrote this back then,” she said. “Never sent it. But maybe it belongs to both of you now.”

I took it carefully.

Franc and I read it in silence.

“To the ones I left behind,

I never stopped thinking of you.

Your laughter echoes in my mind more than my own.

I’m sorry for every word I didn’t say when you needed it most.

I hope one day, you’ll find each other—and see what I always saw.

Two stars, better together.”

I looked up.

Franc was staring at the floor, jaw tense.

“I’m angry,” he said.

Isa nodded. “You have every right.”

“But I’m also… tired of being angry.”

I echoed that feeling. The weight of years. The ache of what could’ve been.

“So what now?” I asked.

Isa took a breath. “I don’t expect a reunion. Or forgiveness. Just... a beginning. One where we stop pretending the past didn’t happen.”

Franc nodded slowly.

“I’m not ready to forget,” I said. “But maybe I’m ready to stop holding it like it’s the only thing that defines me.”

That night, the three of us shared stories. Not perfect ones. Not movie-worthy. But real.

And somewhere between the tears and the quiet laughter, I realized something.

We were becoming something new.

Not what we used to be.

But maybe—something better.

☀️ Want to step into Part 10 next? We can explore what Yam and Franc look like as they move forward—whether their connection deepens into something steady, or if life throws them a curveball. Let me know if you want joy, conflict, a twist—or all three. I'm ready.