I think he was really upset. I thought he's already awake when he said those words but when his hug loosened I knew he's back to sleep again. I was afraid that he would wake up again, I spent a few more minutes in his room before I removed his grip on me.
When I thought he's on his deep sleep, I left. I ate the food that he gave me and I washed the dishes, and I went back to sleep again.
I only slept in the living room. I woke up earlier than usual, maybe because I was new to the place where I slept. I looked up the stairs, I hadn't yet heard any noise upstairs. Maybe he was still asleep.
I just decided to cook breakfast so that somehow I would be useful. I looked for anything that I can cook in the fridge. I got some eggs bacon and some vegetables so I can make vegetable salad.
