Jenna. Shane had been back at work for a couple days now and to say I miss him is an understatement. we'd spent the one night together and he was at the house every evening after he'd spent the day with Jackson at my aunt's house, Matthew had been MIA since our coffee argument. I was upset he wasn't spending any time with Jackson in his off time but there wasn't anything I could do about that. I know he is punishing me for talking to him the way I did, even though he doesn't understand it isn't hurting me it's hurting his son. although Jackson didn't seem fazed by his absence. this weekend he has his first game and Shane is coming back into town just to watch him. I had tried to tell him he didn't need to call off work for his baseball game but he wouldn't hear of it. I sent a message

