Jenna.
I'd pulled myself together after I talked with the lawyer and after talking with Shane. he wasn't upset I wasn't able to get him out of the drug testing, he told me he thought it was for the best to go ahead and just comply when they asked him to do it. so now we're just waiting for Matthews lawyer to get the paperwork mine sent him and then I'm guessing they'll summon Shane for the testing.
I was trying my hardest not to let this ruin things between Shane and I, he's been super supportive the last couple of days and its just hard to wrap my head around the reason a man would stick around.
now today is Jackson's first game, he's been so excited all morning and he looks so dang cute in his uniform and pads. although he said he doesn't look cute he looks " mean" is what he informed
