Ryder ‘We should not have told her so much. We should not have told her our name. It puts us at risk,’ Maverick grumbled. His displeasure at my actions was becoming a near constant companion these days. ‘I know my every move is a disappointment to you, Mav. I am sorry you weren’t placed with a man more deserving of you,’ I thought, hoping the entirely unexpected, yet sincere apology would be enough to hide the well of sadness opening in my heart. I was used to being a disappointment- to my father, to my pack, to myself, but never to Maverick…. Until now. It is not often that a person can pinpoint the exact moment they became a disappointment, can identify the exact decision that changed the course of their life and perhaps even fate itself. — Four Months Earlier: The last howling

