POV: Haven
It happened again. Another panick attack. I haven't had one in a while. I was doing so good with them until Jax stalked towards me the way he did and I became tapped.
I was suddenly there again. I could feel his hands all over me. He touched me. I felt so dirty. I wanted to stop and go away. I hate that feeling. It's not the first time I've felt this way.
That feeling never truly went away but it was getting better. It was horrible until it wasn't. Jax made it all go away. He replace their touch with his soothing one. I can't describe this feeling. It's like he took it all away and only allowed his touch be all that was left.
My head lays on his naked chest. We are both naked laying in bed. He has a movie playing in the background. Neither one of us speaking. I just had s
