Lost Wolf

Chapter 4

Sean POV

Ashton opened the door and all I could do was stare. She had on tight jeans, a tiny tank that was probably more like a bra and just enough make up to accentuate her natural beauty.

God she was gorgeous.

The view already making my pants feel tighter.

I must have been staring too long because I heard a giggle followed by, "like what you see".

"Like it...? I love it. You're absolutely gorgeous Ashton"

"And all mine" I said as I wrapped her in a hug.

I grabbed her duffle and led her to my truck.

Ashton POV

I felt my cheeks warm at Sean's compliments.

For a moment the nerves settled a bit, but they quickly returned once I was sitting in the passenger seat of Sean's truck and we were driving down the road.

I stared out the window lost in thought.

I used to camp with my parents all the time when I was younger. After my mom died, we stopped going. It just didn't feel the same.

For me or my dad.

My mom died from cancer when I was just 9. Dad threw himself into work even more than before. I used to have babysitters that would stay with me for a weekend here or a week there while dad was away on business. As soon as I was old enough, I was basically on my own. He would call and check in or transfer cash. Our interactions slowly became more and more distant.

"Doing ok?" Sean asked, pulling me from my thoughts.

"Yes, I'm fine, just thinking" I responded with a smile.

"If you're having second thoughts..." Sean started to say.

"No, no it's not that. I was thinking about my mom" I interrupted

I didn't need to say anything more. Sean knew exactly what that meant.

"Well how about we think about something a little happier?" He responded

"Of course, so what are we having for dinner?" I asked as my stomach began to growl"

"You'll see" he said with a smirk

Shortly after, we pulled up to a small clearing that is used as a parking lot for camping or visiting.

Sean parked the truck near the end of the clearing and hopped out.

He grabbed my hand and led me down a small path.

Slowly, a warm glow came into view.

As we got closer I realized our entire campsite was already set up.

A small fire already burning.

A tent near the fire with the entrance tied back revealing a cozy air mattress with lots of pillows and blankets.

Dozens of candles lined a large blanket with a picnic basket, a large bouquet of roses and an ice bucket with champagne and sparkling cider.

"I wasn't sure if you'd want to drink tonight or not" Sean said. Clearly watching my eye scan over every detail.

"Sean, this is absolutely incredible. It's like something out of movie!"

I pulled him close to me and pressed my lips against his. Gently at first but when his hand caressed my jaw, pulling me in closer, warmth filled my belly, increasing the intensity of our kiss.

His tongue found mine causing a small moan to escape from my throat.

He pulled away, just slightly and smiled against my lips, noses still touching.

"Let's get you some food" he said "we have all night for the rest of this" he whispered into my neck followed by a few more kisses.

For the first time all day, I found myself completely relaxed. And completely sure that this is exactly what I want.