My girls and I were at Barker's house. Almost everyone was naked and in the spa except for me. Group s*x was imminent. I was nervous about that.
My iPhone beeped. I pulled it out of my pocket and read the message. I read it again. I had a hard time just breathing. I put the phone back in my pocket, stood up, and headed for the sliding glass door.
"Johnny," Dawn said. "Johnny, where are you going?"
I stopped and turned to her. Naked, outlined by the spa light, her breasts sitting just above the water, she was beautiful. Mary Beth was next to her, different but just as lovely. Thomas' women were all around them, ready to cavort. I wished that I wanted to be in there with them. I wanted things to be okay and easy. It made me feel like an ass.
"Meyer's been shot," I said. "He's at Cedars-S
