"I want to be a slut. It's opposite of what I've been. I want to be wanton. But I want someone to make me, to take control."
"You could just cheat on your husband," Gray said.
I thought about it. That's true, but I wouldn't be satisfied. There was another piece. I knew what is was. I was afraid where it would lead."
In a soft voice I said, "I want others to know I'm no longer in charge. I also want Kyle to know that he is not in control, and people who Kyle knows to know he's not in control."
I felt awful saying it. What kind of person was I? Who would do such a thing. At the same time every nerve in my body was tingling. I didn't even realize it, but I was playing with my p***y.
Gray smiled, "Good girl. Now tell him what you want, right now."
I looked at the neighbor. "I want you to
