Amanda was intimidated by her thoughts. She didn't dare to think anymore and buried herself in the blanket. Impossible! It can not be that way! Amanda reminded herself that she was no longer allowed to be delusional. But the beating heart in her chest made it impossible for Amanda to escape. She actually has feelings for Justin.
Possibly, she longed for the false warmth he brought from their marriage contract. Or maybe, she had immersed herself in her role in her play with him. She was so immersed that she couldn't get out anymore. Just like that, sinking deep into the emotion that is not allowed to exist. She knows very well what the relationship between her and Justin is. It was just a contract marriage, with no love or empathy between the two of them. Living together, but only putt
