Chapter 19 By the time I got back to my place I was exhausted, emotionally and physically, which was strange because I hadn’t f****d or done anything strenuous. Maybe keeping myself under control was exhausting. I don’t know. I hadn’t gotten two steps into the apartment before I heard it. Stan and Raquel were f*****g. Great. Just f*****g great. I got almost to my bedroom before I sorted it out. Stan and Raquel weren’t f*****g. Stan and Raquel and Holly were f*****g. and Holly f*****g hell. I wanted to interrupt. I wanted to tell them to shut the hell up. Instead I just went to bed and put on headphones and listened to music until I fell asleep. Wearing a c**k cage for a woman who got off on abusing and humiliating me wasn’t as much fun as it could have been. In the morning th

