Unwanted Wife

C H A P T E R 4

Now that I'm back in the house I feel like Kleo was trying so hard to gain my trust again but I'm still giving him a cold shoulder .

He didn't even bring another woman again nor lay a hand or scold me. He even asked me what I wanted to eat every time he got off from work but all I did was just ignore him. I make sure I got to eat dinner early so that I don't have to eat with him.

Right, I still love him and cared for him but I don't know if I can trust him again. Guess feelings won't fade that easily.

Ah, I almost forgot. I should stop by the hospital to personally thank the doctor who saved me that day. I wonder why he didn't meet me or visit me in the hospital after he brought me there.

I just know that he's a doctor since my dad asked the nurse who's in charge of me.

He asked who brought me to the hospital and she said that one of the doctors that works there, if I'm not mistaken his name is Dr. Zion?

Hmm so until now I am wondering where is he.

It's almost 5pm so I must prepare my dinner before Kleo arrives.

Yep, I'm surely avoiding him and I guess he cannot blame me for that.

It's been 4 weeks since the accident happened but still feels like it just happened yesterday.

I opened the refrigerator and it turned out that we're out of stocks, ugh. Well I guess I have to buy some groceries in the nearest supermarket.

"Uhmmm what should I have for dinner first? " I asked unknowingly and said it out loud.

"I want a beef steak"

My eyes widened and turned my head.

What? it's still 5pm, he was supposed to get home at 8!

He walks right in front of me still wearing his black suit while untying his necktie.

I again averted my gaze. I cannot look at him in the eyes for so long.

Now what the heck are you doing Ahri? Do something! he's beeing so close.

I tried to take a few steps backward but it stopped when my back already felt the coldness of the wall, and him pinning me and hearing he's heartbeat felt like there's an electricity running inside my body.

WHAT THE HECK AM I THINKING?

I tried to get off of him but he's too strong.

"Ahri, look at me".

"No, get off me! "

I insisted and tried glaring at him but he just looked at me with a serious face.

His eyes, they're so sad?

No, it's probably one of his tricks! He's a good actor for heavens sake!

He started caresseing my chicks.

What the hell is he doing?

"Ahri, Is there any chance you could forgive me? Can we start again? " He asked with a cracked voice, it's my first time being this close with him and seeing him like this. He seems sad and broken that l Almost give in .

But no! I still don't trust him.

This time I pushed him as hard as I could.

"What do you think of me? a doll? a f*****g doll with no feelings? Kleo we've been together for 5 months, 5 months! and yet there's no single days or nights that I haven't cried because of you. Do you think it's easy for me to clean up the messed you and those woman you brought here?! Have you hated me that much to lay a hand on me and hurt me so much? Have you ever thought of my feelings?!".

I wiped my tears that kept on falling while refraining myself from shaking yet no matter how I tried to stay calm, I couldn't.

" YOU'RE f*****g WITH ANOTHER WOMAN IN OUR OWN HOUSE WITH JUST A WALL APART! DO YOU THINK IM TOO NAIVE AND BLIND? WHAT? SHOULD I CELEBRATE?! Have you ever cared for me and asked me even just once if I'm okay?!NO NEVER!

I tried to understand you Kleo I f*****g tried! but I'm so full ! I'm so tired! It hurts so much that I even wish we never get married!! "

He looked shocked and tried to reach my arm but I turned my back.

I cannot face him anymore, my eyes we're blurry because of my tears and it feels like it starting to get swollen.

As soon as I entered my room I let out all of the emotions I was trying to suppress the entire time.

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I woke up and reach for my phone. It's already 2am in the morning and because of what happened earlier, I literally forgot to eat dinner so my stomach is already aching.

I got out of my room and felt a relief when I saw the lights have been dimmed. When I entered the kitchen I saw a plate and a bowl on the table.

'It's a soup and a pasta, did Kleo cooked this by himself? I doubt that'

My brows furrowed with curiosity when I saw a note next to the plate.

'Ahri, I know you haven't eaten yet. And If I keep on saying sorry I cannot bring back the time and remove all your hatred towards me so at least just eat this and think I just bought it somewhere else .Don't worry there are no carrots on the soup, I know you don't like them'.

How on earth did he know I don't eat carrots? ʕ – _ – ʔ