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Eva woke tangled in silk sheets, his scent still on her skin, the ache of his touch lingering like a brand. But the space beside her was cold.
She felt her heart sink . Lawrence had left before dawn, like it hadn’t meant anything. Like last night hadn't meant anything to him.
Like she was just part of the contract.
And maybe she was.
Except... it had meant something. At least to her.
She stared at the ceiling, trying to convince herself it was just physical. But the way his hands trembled slightly when he touched her, the way his voice softened in the dark it wasn’t just s*x for her it couldn't possibly be. Not anymore.Not when he was her first.
"Madam would you like to eat?"a voice jolted her from her reverie. She looked up to see Brenda the maid who cooked and cleaned occasionally in the penthouse. Brenda had bought a food tray full of food , but she did not have a single appetite.
"No thanks" she told her burrowing in deeper under the covers of the duvet as if that would make her escape from her troubles. She tried to fall back asleep but it was impossible. She kept thinking about the whole thing over and over again, replaying every moment , every word that was spoken between them.
What further convinced her was what happened one weekend.
They had just returned from a benefit at the Met gala, where Eva had worn a backless red dress that earned her more attention than she wanted. She had to admit she looked very good . Her makeup was mild and glittery and she wore a red lipstick to match her dress and paired it with gold strappy heels which complimented the gold jewelries she wore. Her hair brown hair was let down in soft , loose waves . As soon as they stepped into the penthouse, Lawrence loosened his tie and poured himself a glass of scotch, his jaw tense.
“You enjoyed that,” he said, not quite accusing, but close.
Eva blinked clueless. “What?”she asked not quite following his line of thought.
“The photographers, the flirting. He gritted his teeth
"Alexander Banks".
“He asked about mom. We met briefly at the hospital,”.
“Not that you’d care.” she shot back.
Lawrence turned slowly. “You think I don’t?”
“You don’t even ask Law, you just assume .”
The silence between them was palpable. His expression didn’t change, but something simmered beneath it akin to jealousy,and Possession. He crossed the room in a few steps, stopping inches from her.
“This isn’t real,” she reminded him. “ You said so yourself. What happened between us was a mistake. You don’t get to act like it is.”
His voice was low, dangerous. “No. But you’re still my wife.”
She should’ve stepped back. Should’ve walked away.
But instead, she whispered, “Then act like it.”
And then he kissed her.
It started with a kiss, fierce and unrelenting, as if they'd both been holding back something too volatile to name. Then came his hands, his mouth, his whispered curses as she pulled him toward the bed they swore they'd never share.
Their contract said no emotional entanglements But it said nothing about this.
They didn’t even speak about it the next morning. He was gone by the time she woke, but a breakfast tray was left on the nightstand with coffee, strawberries, and a note in his perfectly scribbled handwriting:
"Be ready at 7. Wear the green dress."
He didn’t sign it the note.
The next few weeks blurred. It was full of tension. Passion and Silence.
They danced between desire and distance a perfect tango . In public, they were perfect. At home, they fought, kissed, touched, then retreated to their separate corners.
The silence between them was thick, the tension palpable . His expression didn’t quite change, but something simmered beneath it was it jealousy? or Possession? She couldn't quite figure it out.
Their lives blurred between public and private, between pretend and real.
Law came home earlier now. They had dinner together real dinners, filled with laughter and stolen glances. Eva found his sarcasm oddly endearing. He started asking about her plans for life, her childhood, her dreams. And sometimes, he let slip details about himself too: the pressure of running an empire, his estranged family, his insomnia. And even accompanied her on visits to her mom.
One night, he found her asleep on the couch, curled up with her sketchbook. One of her favorite hobby was drawing as he had come to know. He carried her to bed, kissed her forehead, and whispered something so low she almost didn’t catch it.
“I don’t want this to end.”
Emma began painting again real painting. Not just sketches or quick commissions, but raw, honest pieces. She poured her confusion, her want, her fear into every brush stroke. I wasn't just a hobby at this point . Painting became her solace, her friend , her fortitude.The canvases filled the spare studio room in the penthouse Lawrence had given her.
He noticed.
He would linger at the door some nights, watching silently. Once, he asked, “Is that one about me?”
She didn’t answer.
He crossed the room in a few steps, stopping inches from her that night and they had made passionate love that night.
Then came the night she knew something between them had changed. His feelings it seemed had finally changed.
He returned home, uncharacteristically quiet. His tie was loose, eyes tired. She handed him a drink, and for the first time, he accepted it wordlessly.
They sat in silence on the couch. No pretense. No mask.
He looked at her, eyes searching. “I never expected you.”
“Expected me to what?” she asked.
“To matter.”
The admission hit her like a blow , a punch in the gut.
That night, they didn’t touch. Didn’t kiss. They just stayed—close, real, breathing the same air and letting the silence speak volumes.
It was after a lazy Sunday morning in bed—coffee, teasing, hands exploring skin like they’d been lovers forever—that Emma said the words she hadn’t planned.
“This isn’t pretend for me anymore.”
Lawrence stilled, his expression unreadable.
“I know what we agreed,” she said quickly, sitting up. “But I don’t want it to end, either.”
He didn’t respond. Just stood, dressed in silence, and left the room. And her heart broke a little bit all over again.
Three agonizing days passed and there was still nothing.
No texts. No late-night conversations. He was home late, gone early. When he did speak, it was short. Formal.
Cold.
Emma’s heart twisted. She felt foolish, exposed. She’d broken the rules. She’d let herself believe he felt it too.
The silence between them grew louder.
Days passed. Eva kept painting during her spare time especially when she wasn't attending any social event. Lawrence on the other hand , buried himself in his work. They shared dinners, events, brief glances that said more than words ever could but they stopped talking. Truly talking.
Eva didn’t know what they were anymore. Lovers? Strangers? Business partners? Friends with benefits ? She could feel herself slipping caught in a relationship that was supposed to be fake, but felt too real to deny.
One night, after yet another gala where she played the smiling wife beside the ice cold business tycoon, she finally snapped.
“You’re pushing me away,” she said summoning up courage and following him around as he removed his cufflinks in their bedroom.
He didn’t look at her. “This is what you agreed to.”
“I didn’t agree to sleep with you. Or care about you.”
He turned, sharply. “And yet, here you are.”
She swallowed the lump in her throat. “Do you even feel anything, Law? Or is this all still part of the plan?”
For a moment, his mask slipped. Hurt, raw and real, flickered across his face.
“I told you not to fall for me,” he said quietly. “Because I knew I wouldn’t be able to fall back.
Eva cried in the shower that night. Not because he didn’t love her. But because she had.
She wasn’t supposed to. That wasn’t the deal. But somewhere between the photo ops, the stolen glances, and the nights wrapped in his sheets, her heart had betrayed her.
And now it was shattered.
She started making plans. Quietly.
She pulled some of the contract money into a separate account. Looked at potential houses up for sale and even talked to a friend about finding a potential job in Paris. All this kept her mindlessly busy.
Then she missed her period.
Panic hit her like a freight train. It stopped her heart literally and her mind raced . She bought three pregnancy tests and took them.. All of them were positive.
She stared at the various sticks, her mind spinning.
Lawrence King's child.
Panic gripped her chest. What would he do if he found out? Try to buy custody? Deny it? Control her life again?
No. She wouldn’t tell him.
This baby was hers. And she’d raise it on her own
She stared at the little blue lines and felt the walls closing in. This wasn’t part of the plan. Not theirs. Not hers. She didn’t even know if she could do this.
But when she placed a hand on her stomach, something shifted. A tiny pulse of protectiveness. Of certainty.
She couldn’t stay.
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That was the night she decided to leave.She wasted no time.
She packed at midnight.
- Writer
