Selena’s POV I was lying in bed, drifting off to a restless sleep. When I woke up again, I realized that it had only been thirty minutes and I felt more dead inside than before I went to sleep. After a while of trying to go back to sleep, I gave up on the idea. There were too much on my mind for me to actually get any rest. What the hell had Rain been thinking?! He’d known that I was his twin's mate for--- well, almost since the beginning. And he hadn’t told me! Because he’d feared that I’d leave him. Because he hoped that, over time, I would love him more than the illusion of a fated mate. Because he wasn’t willing to lose the only person who had gotten him through 10 of the toughest and hardest years of his life… Turning, I hated that a part of me understood him. When my father str

