Selena’s POV
I was laying in bed for hours after Elijah left, staring at the ceiling while silent tears slipped down my cheeks. Eventually, the tears ran out and all I was left were my thoughts and emotions. This was why I was convinced that divine punishment was to be trapped in one’s own mind because this was hell! My thoughts were all so dark and vile, telling me how worthless and naive I was. How I was nothing but a foolish little girl, hanging onto a dream my whole life, instead of doing something to change my life…
Even if it killed me!
My emotions didn’t clear things up much for me. They were like an ever-tipping seesaw, teetering on a razor’s edge. One moment, I was angry at Rain for hiding who he was from me. The next, I was angry at myself for not seeing the truth sooner.
How
