I can not believe she said she loved me! She is so perfect in every way. I wish I could take all her pain away. I watched her from upstairs at the club. She is so beautiful and so strong. Everything she has been through. Everything I have put her through. All of this. She doesn't even want it. The cars, the money, the big house. None of it. But what do I do? This is my life. I can't just walk away from it. Even if I tried, What will that look like? Walking away is something I always thought about. I can't. This is my life, and I need to be here for my family. I gave her some time, but after watching a few guys hit on her. She obviously turned them down. I can't blame them for trying. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. It was hard for me to watch though, so I went downst

