After what happened in Italy. I was so mad at her. How could she have played me like this? When did she become a liar? Things were going so well between us. Or at least I thought so. She's a good actress too I guess. Everything I do is for her. And no matter what, it's never good enough. I was so angry with her. I knew I had to keep my distance. I never want to hurt her again. Not like last time. I lost control. She's the only person in this world that can do that to me. It was best and safer if I gave us space. I hated the fact that she accused me of treating her like a toy. I haven't forced myself on her since the night I lost control. I tried everything to make it up to her and prove that I was sorry. I thought she was forgiving me. Getting so angry, I decided if she's gonna accuse

