POV: Keith
If Only’s…
That’s all I’m left with…
If only I’d gone after her the moment she left…
If only I’d not been stupid enough to whores in her presence…
If only I’d told her how I felt about her if only I’d been nice to her, just a little bit of care from me would have prevented this terrible incident. I would never have thought of screwing whores to satisfy my desires if I had her, I don’t even know why I acted like a f*****g i***t and pushed her away. I would never waited a few minutes, I should not have waited for even one second after she left. I guess I thought I could never lose her no matter what I did to her. You won’t believe that I was actually hoping she would come back after what she saw in there. I thought she would run back to me because she still needed my protect
