Chapter Eighteen
Chief
When Brandy came back to my apartment, she talked about her meeting with Jake Thompson, but I only listened with half an ear. It didn’t matter to me who Blink really was; I just wanted him back in my life. I wanted to feel his hand knotting up my hair as he gave me a command. I longed for him to put me on my knees and tell me what to do. I wanted to feel the tingling of my flesh as he put me through my paces. I wanted to act out more fantasies with him, and I wanted to know what dreams he had and how we would act them out. He was the person who whom I wanted to please the most of all. Especially now, when I no longer had any reason to hide my lifestyle from anyone else; I had nothing to lose now.
I glanced at Brandy and saw that she was staring at me expectantly.
