The Quad

graduated adult

like my head had been used as a basketball

i groaned keeping my eyes closed

“naade are you awake?” i heard a voice but it was muffled like a broken fastfood speaker

I opened my eyes my vision was blurry i could make out where stanly was just could see his face clear he was a big smudge.

“what hit me” i asked my voice coming out in a whisper

“so you remember” he smiled

“no im assuming because im waking up on a hospital bed”his smile went away

“i was told you were bleeding from the head” he told me they had called him he was on my emergency contacts.

“i’m fine” i tried to sit up and needed his help.

‘how many fingers” he held up three

“its this many right?” and held up one finger giggling a little

“im getting the nurse” he ran out of the room “wait i was joki...”

he came back in with a nurse sporting a ponytail dark black and netly done made her look sharp and younger then i was trying to guess she was she didnt look much older then us id seen her a couple times being brought to this clinic but never remebered to ask.

“you again naade” she smiled

“yes ma'am” i smiled “so whats the diagnoses”

“lets see concussion and you will feel sick and dizzy ill give you a scrip for that,your very lucky sometimes these accidents are alot worse try to be careful”she advised me

accident?no way that this was. i was a creature of habit they must have known i would take it at some point and just had to aim when i did.

“thank you so much and i will,appreciate it you are right”

we left there and headed to his place at his suggestion it was a good choice so i good relax and not have anyone find me.

As we walked we realized we were being followed and after some weird roots to get near glass building we figured out it was heather and the girl that Stanley had brushed off at the dance.

We came up with a plan and at the right corner we ran Adrenalin pumped and i didnt care about the pain anymore i just wanted to run with Stanley and not worry about the bullies.

We stopped to catch our breath when we were sure we had lost them

“we lost them that was awesome did you see her face she was so mad” we both laughed

“hey you want to grab take out and head to my place” i smiled at my friend and thought it was a great idea.

“have i ever told you your my best time ever” i smiled at him munching on a burger while watching

“you dont say it alot but yah” he smiled back.

“ok mr confident dont let it go to your head” pushed him lightly and we laughed

“naade you ever think of leaving the pack house and live somewhere else” he asked

“cant till i turn into an adult at 21 member if i leave before that i will feel the wrath” i sighed and looked at the ceiling.

He imitated my position against the couch and looked at the ceiling

“then i guess its good that its only two weeks away till you become one” he smiled and tilted his head to look at me.

“what is” i could not figure out what he was talkling about and just looked at him blankly

“wow those drugs must be strong they gave you” he laughed and it came to me

“my birthday” i squealed excitedly “im not dreaming its really just two weeks” my smile was so big

“oh” escaped my lips and i went from happy to sad i looked at him

“oh come on whats wrong” stanley looked worried like i was going to fall apart and maybe i was cause i realized i would be just leaving those awful brothers but i would be leaving christoff and stanley

i told stanley this and he half hugged me.

“awe Naade your crying you love me that much” he joked

“dont be stupid” i punched his arm.“we gotta go its late” i jumped up up

i was skipping as we made it to the corner we parted at stanley was watching me

“your happy” he said watching me

“yes” i twirled.

“remember to change you bandage and take your meds ill stop by tommorow” i saluted at him and we parted ways

when i got there my administrator was waiting for me on the porch a glare in her eyes the brothers were there and heather but them being there wasnt the shock the way heather looked was she was crying and clothes torn.

“what is going on” i was utterly confused why they were here why the administrator looked mad and why the htree were shooting daggers at me more so then usual.

Before i relized what was happening stafe had me by the hair which because of my head injury was excrutiating but they didnt notice.

Laurie stormed towards me and got right in my face “how dare you do that to her”

I finely clued in to what was happening my eyes widened in horror “no i would never” i stammered

before i knew it i felt contact and heather had slapped me across the face i saw the blur again my vision was going again.

“i didnt do anything”i coughed and spat blood as the administrator justr watched this play out was she going to let them actually do me harm.

“an accusation has been made and needs to be delt with you do not attack an alpha” her eyes narrowed at me while i was held by my hair by stafe.

“why would i attack an alpha im not stupid,i know what would happen”i yelped

Suddenly i was being pressed against the wall and i couldn't breath “are you calling her a liar an alpha do you dare” i was crying now couldn't see and was scared.

Suddenly he let go of me and i was on the ground but my arm wasnt baron had me in a hold and it felt like my arm was breaking i was howling in pain now and in the process he had knocked of the bandage on my head and i was bleeding again. “i was at the hospital” i screamed wailing at the pain in my arm baron twisted. “please i didnt do anything.

The administrator spoke again “enough there has been no admission and no witness to this infraction, i also need her able to at least function in her chores” she sneered at me and went back in probably to finish her drink.

i saw heathers boots walk over “you got what you deserved” and she felt her foot kick her shin hard but that was enough to make me black out with all the other stuff and being knocked around my body was like im out.

I passed out in the dirt in fornt of my porch i saw all the boots walk away no one got me up from it. I thought dirts gross as i passed out and could taste it.

I woke up to rainfall hitting my face and it was getting dark i pushed myself to sitting position and let the drops hit my face as i titled it towards the sky it was a good rain my face felt cleaner’

I could feel the dried blood on my face melting away and the bruise where heather had slapped me I got up and walked into the house got to my room and slowly stripped and gathered my clothes making sure i wasnt leaving a blood trail for the administrator to complain about next time she might join in maybe even kick me when down.

After i dried and had a painful sponge type bath but with a wash cloth i pulled on my track suit my body ached i had some finals but i was sure id pass without taking the exam i would just get a 10% off my final grade which didnt matter and i didnt really care i thought as i threw up feeling my whole body rebel against me trying to make it do our chores it screamed at me rest

i bent and started cleaning again if i left it i would just hear about it later maybe feel it from them later as well.

After i was done which seemed like time was moving slowly or standing still i decided to walk to stanley house his place was safe i could rest there he would let me.

Where was christoff i wondered did he know what his brothers had done prob not his brothers were sneaky and why did laurie have to look like christoff i let my mind wonder stupid three my head started bleeding again and everything hurt.

I hoped hed be home if not i could wait i thought i was releived when i saw the door to his house just a little closer i reached for the doorbell and fell slumping against the doorframe couldnt remeber if i had rung it or not but i couldnt get up and my vision was a blur again.

I saw a shadow in front of my eyelids blocking the sun *naade!”

the door suddenly opened and there were two shadows talking franctically above me

I just smiled i was happy to see them i closed my eyes and let the darkness take me

the sound of rain against the window woke me up i moved slightly and everything hurt and told me nope stay put, but then i relized i wasnt in my rotten room i wasnt on my hard bed and my room didnt smell this good my room smelled like the mildewy basment it was.

I remember the house front door and shadows but this wasnt stanleys room i didnt reconize anything

there was a bowl of water sponges bandages and pills.

I noticed i was wearing a very large guys shirt but i didnt know whos never had seen stanly wear it

i got to the rooms door and was going to open it when it slowly swung open and i I was face to face with laurie or who i thought was laurie after dropping to me knees in an apologetic manner nearly blacking out again from the drop and forcing my body down i started to fall sideways and he caught me i struggled a bit till he spoke.

“its toff naady come on now its not laurence “ he spit his brothers name

from behind him i heard another voice “naade why are you out of bed you should be resting”

i let christoff pick me up and put me back in the bed i never relized how much bigger he was then me he could lift me easily i was small compared to him.

“you want water?” stanley asked as he poured some for me i took it from him and gulped it down not missing a drop

“hey drink slowly youll choke silly girl,you havent drunk anything for at least 2 days” christoff teased

“this is so good i was so thirsty” my voice choked out feeling harsh and sore.

“ill grab her somthing to eat you tend to your patient” christoff said as he passed stanley who was refilling my glass and watching me so i wouldnt gulp it he even only filled it half way said i could be trusted with a full glass i swatted at him and laughed a little even though it was painful.

“thank you” i said gratfully to him making a mental note to thank christoff as well.

“you are welcome how are you feeling can you tell me what happened you showed up here i didnt even know you were outside then when the doorbell rings its christoff with a bloody you” he was finishing when christoff came up behind him with food.

Patting him on the shoulder

“he nearly killed me on your behalf ill have you know naade your boy thought i was laurie to he was in a blind with rage”

stanley went pink around his ears “i was worried and she looked awful and you...” he stammered

my brain suddenly clued in to what christoff had said about the water “have i really been out for two days.”i looked at the two they nodded.

“tried to wake you at one point you were coughing up blood but i know heathers hatred for you so i kept you here instead of the pack infirmary” stanley told me

“i told the kitchen staffed i reassigned you for the next 4 days” they didnt question it he smirked “ i just had to keep a straight face while i was giving the assignments.”

Naade knew what he ment he had imitated his brother besides the lopsided grin that gave christoff away his brother almost never wore a smile that was genuine meanwhile christoff was a chronic smiler

i listened as a ate slowly christoff and stanley had both threatend to feed me like a baby if i gulped down my food to fast.so i chewed slowly i also could chew fast my jaw hurt still it was very good bread and soup.

“so now can you tell us what happened howd you end up worse” i sighed neither was going to like what i had to say and i didnt want to tell them.

“I got a warning from my house administrator, it didnt go over well” i sighed “speaking of which i need to go home im going to get another warning or maybe a punisment if i dont”

they looked concerend also like they didnt beleive me they knew mw well enopugh when i wasnt telling them somthing but they walked me to the junction anyway with an umbrella over our heads.and handed me the umbrella both boys were now getting soaked i could see both there frames under the wet shirt and the fabris clinging to their muscled frames i felt myself flush and i had never even had an inkling about either boy like that i shook it off prob because they had taken care of me i was feeling mushy.

“you guys are soaked now” i looked perplexed at them i dont know why i was concerned the rain wasnt cold and the boys were not made of sugar

“its fine you need your head to stay dry” christoff said pointing to my head “and stanley always needs a bath” he laughed which start a playful pushing back and forth of the two which only lasted a minute with christoff catching stanley before he fell over i laughed and nodded

“call if you need anything” stanley said as they started to run off before i could say anything else.

“thank you!” I yelled hoursely both waved as i turned and went to my house.

Hopefully the administrator will just have been drinking and shell think she forgot i was home. Just had to get the chores done.

I walked in the house and looked around yup there she was out and the house smelled of booze and there was the note to remind herself i hadnt been home which i picked up and promptly ran under water and tore apart tossing it in the compost bucket leaving it unreadable and gross i also checked the board in the kitchen and wiped it down now to get chores done but i needed to get out of these clothes or shed def think somthing was up when she came out of her stupper.

I went to my room to change it was so dark and quiet i was happy she had passed out drunk maybe i was getting better luck i had had time to heal maybe i could avoid them till me birthday that idea made me giddy.

My giddy state was cut short when someone turned my light on i turned around to the switch and my heart thuded and my eyes widend and looked down.

“where were you” he sneered at me all i could think was why did they have to look so similiar why!

It was screaming in my head i tried to steady my breathing but after the last encounter my body was scared.

‘”answer him” i heard at my left ear as the familiar hand went in my hair and pulled it up to face laurence stafe snarled at me and i just sideeyed him.

Baron came on the other side and pushed me down on my knees as stafe still held my hair to face lawrence.

“i was unconscience at ...” laurence held up his hand which i took as stop talking

i winced at the hold on my head and my body was screaming at me to get up everything throbbed in unison in pain.

I was shaking the fear in the pit of my stomach even if the administrator did wake up she wouldnt stop whatever these guys were going to do to me.

I didnt see heather with them so she was probably “resting” and couldnt come out with them cause how could it be true that i hurt her so bad that she could recover so quickly even with werewolf healing shed need time to recover from the trama.

A push sent me to the floor i just caught myself before i hit my face to it.

I felt two sets of hands pick me up by my arms but i was swung around and told to hold still as i was place bent over the bend and held by hands a third set traced the line of my pants and they were tugged on slightly to make them rest right on my hips and then i felt his hands run up my sides making my shirt go up with them i could feel the heat from his groin behind me as he bent over me.and told baron and stafe to pass him the loops.

I tried to move but i was held firmly in place i bet they felt my muscles tense but i doubt they even relized i was trying to get out of their hold they were strong i started to panic alittle when i felt my hands get tied and relized they werent holding me anymore

i had black bands around each wrist i had no idea where they would have tied them to which made me panic more i felt hands move my bra strap and then it was undone i felt hands pulling my shirt over my head between my arms placing it under my chin they worked together laurence grunting some orders a pillow had been place under my stomach my mind raced and i got a flash of what i had seen them do with heather and i closed my eyes and tried to calm my breathing if they were going to do that the worst thing she could do was tense up she felt bile in her stomach want to rise at the thought of the three of them on her.

laurence sat on the floor right in my face i shivered he felt it as he held my chin with his hight he still had to lean down a little to my face i could feel his hot breath on my cheek as he smiled

“you are going to feel every stroke”he whispered and i saw him look behind me i felt one of his brothers kneel between my legs running his hands along my thighs

I wasnt sure what was going on i was thinking my pants would be coming off any second and these brothers would tear me apart while getting off i was confused instead of going for my belt the hnads held my legs i tried to figure out their game and had no idea untill i felt my skin tear apart on my back i screamed and tears instantly sprung to my eyes and more panic while laurence tucked some of my shirt fabric in my mouth and almost lovingly shushed me talking sweetly as i cried.

“shu shu shu dear,so funny enough i happen to be glancing at an old rule book and punishments amazing what they want you to study in the pack house and there was and old rule talking back to an alpha 10 lashes now it is ment for embarrassing the alpha in public your administrator counts as not just us so you did and also is ment for repeated offences which you have and there is three of us so 10 lashes you think that will be enough or we should have ten each”

at least heather wasnt here that would be 40 i thought to myself as i saw him nod and i felt the brothers switch behind me and i felt it cut through my skin.

I screamed into my shirt as he held it to my mouth with his hand almost craddling it my brain was frantic that was only two and my body was already hurt from before.

I was panting i didnt think it could hurt worse untill when they switched he hit the same spot as his brother slicing deeper. Stafe was holding my face and smirking at me that was the last thing i saw before i blacked out.

My eyes snapped open and i was alone i wasnt bound anymore i was still over my bed with the pillow under me i slid off to my knees and felt the sting as my shirt hit my back.

I added new bandages and cleaned my old ones looked around for anywhere i had bled cleaned and did my chores after 1 and a half days away the house was gross as i cleaned i listened to the administrator snore she must have drank it all or the three fed it to her as a present i was lucky i could threw in some laundry at least today it was open so no washboard made it through everything that had to get done checked off paper work and calenders that needed checking and as i lay down exhausted she was getting up.

This would be over soon as soon as i turn 21 this torment i could leave a graduated adult.