I came back to the room and found them all emotional. Hypocrites, where were they when she was almost dying beneath the freezing water??? "Get out, I want to be with my wife alone..." "But..." I pushed them all out and locked the door.. She seemed a little much better and so I caged her in my arms like a baby... "Ciara, what did you do???" I asked... "Jordan, I am so sorry but I can't fake it right now. The pain inside me is unbearable..." She spoke in a choking voice... "It's okay, don't speak much.. . Today I am here for you as a friend not your husband. Let it all out..." I rubbed her back in a soothing manner... "Is this what it feel like to lose who you love??? Unending misery..." "Yes, Ciara..." Her tears became more uncontrollable, pouring down her cheeks faster now... "

