CHAPTER 45 -"I went through the hardest and worst situation in my life without anyone by my side, so don't you dare tell I can't do anything on my own."- I feel so cold. The emptiness crawled over me and I felt so hopeless. All I can see is darkness, cold and an empty place where I am trapped. I see nothing, this feels like my eyes are closed even though they are wide awake. I feel nothing and I don't feel like knowing why. This black room consumes me. As time passes by I know I've become weaker and weaker. I don't feel my body, I am numb. I don't feel pain, I am petrified. I feel nothing, am I dead? Why am I here in the first place? Ah I remember. Gabriel and I became a family for a second. I gave birth to two healthy pups. I did it right? I managed to show them the world that they wi

