Can Florian pull the trigger on my mother? I am not sure. Would I hate it if he did, knowing that to her, I was just the baby she Hadd in order to keep her husband, and neglected me my whole life? Honestly, I am not sure I would.
My mother was always bad, the sort of neglectful that ate away at me for twenty-six years and broke my wings every single time I even dreamt of flying.
But would I want to see that she was gone forever?
I looked up to Florian. From his profile that I could see, his eyes were stone cold, a massive void that only filled up when he looked at me.
Would he be able to pull the trigger if I asked him to? Maybe. Would I want him to? Maybe.
It was interesting just how much darker and tainted my own thoughts had become ever since Florian came back to me. I am not sure
