"MERRY CHRISTMAS FUCKERS! WHOOO" I heard myself screaming at the pub where we celebrated our office-party before the holiday.
That... that was electrifying. I feel my body is burning with lust. I shouldn't feel this way. DAMN IT!
You were not supposed to kiss me back. The first peck already gave me jolts, the second was my instinct do the action wanting more. You shouldn't kiss me back; you shouldn't embrace me back....
I Just want to forget it. Despite how good the feeling is. Despite how electrifying it is. Despite the way our bodies fit perfectly. I feel the need to go away from here.
I take a deep breath to gain better composure and sauntered my way to the Toilet.
I turn the faucet and wash my face; I look up and the mirror shows my weary green eyes with a flushed face.
"It's OK, the feeling is from the alcohol." I need to remind myself.
The Toilet's door opened and I see two guys enter. As I dried my own face with the paper towel, one of the guys stand beside me washing his hand. He stared at me from the mirror. I just nodded to acknowledge.
"You and your boyfriend are like so hot," I heard him suddenly. "congrats!"
I know what he was talking about since I realized that the whole pub's visitor's eyes were on us. Thanks to my colleagues loud cheering.
"He is not my boyfriend; it was a dare game." I explained, while trying to be as calm & composed as possible. He probably saw the vein on my head tensing, because he suddenly apologized.
"Oh! Sorry. We thought you're making it official to your friends. Since the kiss was so passionate. Many were rooting for you but if no..." I heard him say while trying to get out of the toilet. I sighed and didn't realized my fist was balled.
I run my fingers through my hair and decided to just face it and pretend nothing happened.
As I was about to make my way, Alyssa approached me, "hey Mike." Instinctively a scowl appeared on my face, "Michael." I corrected her. I only allow Luke to call me Mike. She already knows that I actually hate being called Mike, I only allow Luke because he's just different.
Despite the 2 years & 4 months I have been here. Luke is the best thing that ever happened here. The best friend I could never ask for. Yeah, he is a bit childish sometime and indecisive but he is like just a bundle of joy. He can make me forget about my problems.
***
He helped me through my already failing marriage. The long distance between me and Genevieve just made things worst. I begged her to come with me, she outwardly refused despite my career is getting better and the payment can help us build a better life but she just loves the bigger city lifestyle.
I remembered our conversation in my hometown when he also took his days off to accompany me for the divorce trial.
"You shouldn't even think to have another mediation, Mike. Your career advanced, your income increased and your expenses are lesser over there! If she loves you or just have the common sense to understand that being transferred there meaning having better future together, she would be with you here. She just chose her lifestyle here and not you."
"I loved her, Luke."
"You are young, handsome and smart, you big doofus. It will be easy to find love. Girls flock like birds to you."
I chuckled at his exaggeration, "I am serious!" he added.
"I feel like I am failing."
"You are not, you just get one extra experience points to level-up, to be better and avoid future similar obstacles."
"If you were in her position," I said and he raised his eyebrow. "what would you do?"
"If I am married to you?" he asked.
"No, you goose. I mean if the one you love must leave a few hundred miles..."
"I will follow." He immediately answered before I could finish."
"why? You will leave your friends and all."
"Friends come & go, Mike. I already left my mom and dad, bless his soul, for my own selfish reason. After graduating college, I didn't return. It's been more than, what? 9 years? 9 years I have been here. No girlfriend now, no one. I already told you that I keep having this thought of quitting & return. Truth is, I was planning to quit somewhere on the 2016. I realized; I need someone I truly care as the reason to stay here. If I find the one, then wherever it might be, as long as I am with "the one", I will be there."
"wait, did I hear that correctly?"
"What?"
"If you were planning to quit somewhere between 2016 then it's because of me you decided not to quit yet?" I said and jokingly added, "So you care about me? I am the reason you stay?"
I see him blushed, "Idiot." Then seriously, "of course I care about you. Why would I beg Hilda to join you here? Thank goodness I can convince our branch manager to take a few days off with you." He paused again and sighed "I mean you have helped me through my worst time and you helped me even only knowing me in such a short time, Mike. I really appreciate that. You were there for me, so I will be there when you needed me."
I was shocked but then I have a thought and feel the urge to ask, "If... I mean if! if I am to be transferred somewhere else again, will you follow me?"
He stared at me for the longest time. His hazel eyes with long eyelashes (which I find rather pretty on a dude) were twinkling, "I am not your husband."
"oh? But I am the husband." I laughed
He shoved me and muttered "jerk," under his breath. "but seriously? If you move out then I will quit and return home."
"that will be bad."
He nodded in agreement. "where would I find another big doofus like you."
***
"Michael?"
I hear Alyssa's voice and feel her hand nudging on my shirt.
"Yeah?" I ask her realizing I was lost in thought. "What did you say?"
"What you were thinking?"
"Nothing, why?"
She bits her lips. Not a good look.
I know she likes me. Isn't it suppose to be weird that your ex-boyfriend is always around and yet you openly flirt with his best friend? Don't you think it will make you look good?
"it's just that I was jealous."
"Jealous?"
"Of Lucas"
"You still like Lucas?" No, no, hell no. He is better off without you.
FUCK! I need to stop thinking about him.
I can still taste him. f**k.
How to forget this. Holy s**t.
I am not gay
I heard Alyssa giggles, "No, you silly. I am jealous that you kissed him."
"But you are the one..."
I actually dont bother to listen to her, as she talked I just look around the pub and I see it, I see Angie resting her head on Luke's shoulder.
Is Luke flirting with Angie?
Why her face looks so turned-on?
Fine Luke, you seem acted like nothing was happened.
You seem to don't remember how you moaned my name in our kiss,
how you tried to grind against me,
how your you started getting aroused because of ME.
It's fine! I will forget how you taste.
I should forget your taste.
I just grabbed Alysa's face without thinking, I heard her yelp and proceeded to kiss her. Closing my eyes focusing on this soft & small mouth. Her body is soft unlike Mike's. Nothing is like Mike's.
Focus on the woman, Michael.
I guess closing my eyes was a bad idea, I keep seeing Luke with his eyes closed. I memorize each pore of his smooth face, how his nose met mine, how her eyelashes are beautifully fluttering despite he closed his eyes...
I decided to open my eyes and the damn boy is still there!
His eyes open wide now but his expression is different. His face is red & contorted and mouth hanging open. Why is he rather far from me? He is supposed to be in my arms.
I feel Alyssa is hugging me tighter.
SHIT!
It was the real Luke, not my filthy imagination.
He's angry!
Fuck, of course he is angry. I am kissing his ex despite telling him that I won't do anything with her.
I don't, Luke!
I truly don't!
I tried to let go of Alyssa but she just clings to me like a parasite.
"ALYSA!" I pushed her but she's still persistent.
"You feel sogoooodd."
I Just simply yank her off.
I screamed, "LUKE!" but he was already gone. f**k!
I heard Alyssa said something about just let Lucas be. Like hell I let him be.
I ran towards the exit only to be halted by Anton, "What the f**k man!" I protested.
"Just leave him alone you jerk, unbelievable." He said while eyed me disapprovingly.
"SERIOUSLY, MAN!"
Bob came and asked us what's going on and Anton told him he saw me kissing Alyssa and now these fuckers ganged up on me on blocking the door. I want to reason with them but Luke might already take a cab!
Angie also came and say, "I saw Lucas left, what is going on? He left his jacket."
I just yanked Luke jacket from her hand and eyed her for flirting with my Luke and push Bob & Anton away forcefully.
Finally got my way out from them, I ran towards the entrance and look around but did not find any trace of Luke.
Fuck!
I see a worker of the pub seeming taking a break smoking a cigarette near me, I immediately approach him ask, "Did you see a guy with brown hair, about 6', good looking, bright hazel eyes with steel grey shirt and blue pants?"
He chuckled," Whoa too detailed man!"
"Did you see him!?" I asked. I don't like him. Can't he see I am in a rush!?
He eyed me then took a puff of his cigarette, "OOOHH you are the kissing couple!"
"f**k man!"
"he took his left probably getting a cab, it feels like it's going to be rai..." I ran as fast as I could before he finished his sentence.
"GOOD LUCK MAKING UP!" I heard him scream.
**
I am genuinely afraid. Afraid that I will fail again. This time the fear is much much bigger; I don't even put-up much of fight with Genevieve but with Luke; I need to find some way to reconcile! I need him in my life! We are supposed to be two peas in a pot. He is the best friend I never had. My family loves him, his family loves me too. The last 2 years proved that our friendship matters the most than anything.
Why of all the girl I kissed his ex!
I am an utter i***t.
I don't want to fail you, Luke!
As I ran, I keep thinking about what to say and how should I act. Remind myself that the kiss never happened. Besides, it feels like he doesn't have problem forgetting it!
I should explain that the kiss between me & Alysa was a drunken mistake so he won't run away from me.
I humbly apology for my drunken mistake!
No
Hey Luke dude, it was nothing.
No
Sorry man, I thought she was another chick. I am bit drunk.
No
Dude seriously, nothing to be mad about. Your kiss is like 10000 times better.
NO!
Then I saw a lone figure walking hunched with his hands on his pant's pocket. It's Luke!
"LUCAS!" I screamed his name fully; he doesn't seem to hear!
I only call him Lucas if we have something serious disagreement which is very rare.
"LUCAS!!" panicked, I screamed again. The fucker walks faster, I ran faster.
I am getting desperate "LUKE!" I screamed again closer but the fucker started to ran faster as I felt the rain starting falling down lightly. Once he was at my arm's length, I gripped his shoulder firmly.
"Your jacket, bud." I said, I don't want him to be sick.
He yanked my hand away and just start to walk away from me again. "Ouch, he 's truly mad."
His hair & shirt started to get wet.
I ran forward to face him, I gripped him on each sides of his shoulder. I find myself don't know what to say, so much for planning it. I don't want to see his expression, so I just look down at his shoes.
"I am sorry." I finally managed to say.
he tried to shake my hands away from his shoulder. I strengthened my grip; I won't let him go.
I dared myself to look at his face. His brown hair darkens with the wetness. His eyebrows scrunched, His beautiful bright hazel eyes looks empty, his lips in a straight-line. I don't want to be the cause of his expression. I don't want him sad. Droplets of rain falls on his nose and cheek.
I managed to say, "I am sorry, I was drunk."
"No shit." he snorted while looking away from me.
"I am sorry." I said again, getting more desperate.
He still doesn't say anything and look at the road. Look at me please, Luke.
"why?" I heard he asks,
Why what? Why I kissed you? Why I feel something that was not supposed to feel?
Oh, he probably only concerned about why I kissed her ex. Betraying him. He doesn't care about our kiss.
"I don't know." I said while I brushed my hair back with my fingers.
he stared and tilted his head a bit.
I just realized that my grip was only with one hand, he took the chance and yanked away my other hand that was on his shoulder and started to walk pass me. No! no! no! I need to fix this. Fix us. I immediately spun him around and embrace him. His body is so damn warm. I want us to be closer... no! I shouldn't feel aroused! He is my best friend and a man!
"WHAT!?" I heard him spat. I flinched at his harsh tone. I don't know how to respond. I look up to the sky, droplets of rain falling on my face helped me clear my mind.
We just stood there under the light rain.
I feel the rain become heavier. The droplets of rain falling to my face even more. Making me even more sober from a few glasses of beer I drank.
"Okay then, merry Christmas Michael." I flinched really hard. No! no! call me Mike. You are supposed to call me Mike. He turned his body away from me and as he was about to walk away again. I hug him from behind. I hug him tight.
My dirty thought finds that Luke's butt is too big for his own good, my crotch against his butt also feels nice, his body is so warm on mine. I instinctively rest my head on neck. It reminded me again how good he smelled.
"Luke..." I heard myself hoarsely saying his name. He shivered; he must be cold so I hug him tighter from behind. His butt pressed against me even more.
He keeps stay silent, I put my lips on his ear, "Luke..."
I feel he wriggled but doesn't make any effort to let go of me, so I asked, "Where are you going?"
I hear him say, "Nowhere."
Nowhere is not that bad. As long as it is not away from me.
He shivered again. He looked down; I see his face is calculating & thinking. "What are you thinking?" I finally asked.
"Nothing."
Not, nothing. You are always telling me everything. I just hug him even tighter.
"You should let me go." I heard him say.
No! "I won't."
"why?"
"I feel if we don't talk about this or if I let you walk away now; I won't ever see you again and I would really hate that." As I finally explained to his beautiful neck.
I don't want him to be away from me, "don't please." I begged and instinctively kiss his beautiful warm neck.
"What is going on?" he asked me. I don't know, Luke.
The rain is getting heavier. He shivered a plenty now.
"let's go to my place. You might get sick."
"No," he replied. "you can go, so you won't get sick"
"then I am not moving," I said while kissing his neck again. I can't help it. I am not gay but I can't help it.
he shivered again, "I can take a cab. You don't like it when your car's interior is wet or dirty.
I chuckled and kissed his neck again. My baby remembers how mad I am at the last time he spilled the coke. Now, all I care is for you not to get sick and mad at the same time because of me, "Today is an exception. Please."
He suddenly wriggled and said, "fine."
"You walk in front of me." I told him, "So, I know you are not running away from me again."
"I am not run.... fine!" he turned around and won't make eye contact with me & started to walk towards where I parked my car.
The 10 minutes slow walk & me behind me proved to be hell. The way the wet pants clings even more that hot ass. I didn't realize how hot the shape of his ass is. Now I do.
NO NO NO.
WRONG DUDE!
I slapped myself.
I sighed internally knowing my seat is wet now but seeing Luke is on my side is very comforting, I tried not to think about anything but my best friend who I cherished so much. I turned the music player, turned on his music playlists. It played his favorite song.
I saw Luke was trying not to bob his head, how he tried not to groove with the slow beat. It was so darn cute. I didn't even pay attention to the song. I was amused with myself for making him at least relaxed. Thanks Mac Ayres!
I realized as I heard snippets of the lyrics;
What do I have to do
...hoping you'd come my way
... come and get close to you?
Just one look and I think it's time to show
I think that I already know...
...your every shade
Just one look and I think it's time to show
The lyrics made me feel kind of weird. I don't know. This shift of feeling is something uncalled for.
I think that I already know
I think I already know?
I suddenly remembered the first time I met Luke.
Even as I straight man, I still can see when a man is good looking. Luke the best looking of the bunch, he is rather boyishly cute. He looks younger than me beside we are the same age.
I remembered, he was always friendly but rather standoffish and never really paid attention to me. Alyssa was actually very friendly and Luke was always trying to get her attention.
I always thought that he could get better.
A few weeks after I was transferred. I tried to bury my head in works. My relationship with Genevieve was also getting worse even after only a few weeks I was here. I was a mess.
The office was deserted. I thought I was the only one here left, I heard Luke was fighting with Alyssa in the next room when I was eating my sandwich in our office pantry. Not in the mood for eating out but needed extra fuel of energy so I can just go straight to the gym.
I tried not to listen but my appetite was starting to dissipate, hearing people screaming is not exactly a good meal companion. So, I decided to use my earpiece.
"Jesus Ally!" I still can hear him, "My dad is sick! Surely you'd understand that!"
I tried not to pay attention and just focus on my video game. I noticed the fighting was over. I took of my earpiece off and was about to stand when I heard his footsteps.
"JESUS!" He said and jumped a bit.
"No, it's Michael, Lucas." I said trying to be funny and lighten up our sour mood and put my phone down on the Pantry's table.
"Ha ha ha. Very funny."
"I know."
"I thought you were already home," "I guess you heard that, huh?"
"Nope, hear nothing."
I heard his stomach grumbled. "Now, I hear that."
He blushed and just rubbed the back of his neck.
"Here, have my sandwich. I made too much."
He immediately sat down in front of me.
"You made this yourself?"
"it's just a sandwich, matey."
"I am Lucas, thank you." He said back trying to be sassy but then continued to say, "I don't know you just don't seem to be the type to make yourself a sandwich. I thought you buy or better get it from a girl or something."
"What was that supposed to mean, dude." I asked genuinely confused.
"weeeeeell, a dark handsome brooding man who is new in town..."
I laughed, "I'm married, you know and thank you, you aren't looking bad yourself."
"yeaaah but you look like a..."
"a what?"
"a player?"
"have you ever seen me flirt with another girl?"
"well I don't know outside the office but here? Hilda is definitely not your type and Alysa is..."
"Not my type," I cut him off.
"she is not pretty for you?" He asked genuinely. "Bet your wife is beautiful."
"No & yes." I sighed.
"Bet it was nice & happy to be married."
"what do you mean?" I asked.
"well... Oh! My! God! this is so good!" He suddenly said after took a bite of my sandwich. "What sauce is this? What cheese did you use?"
I laughed at his sudden change of expression & shift of conversation. "Secret. It's a secret recipe." I told him with a sinister smile.
"Yeah, you bought this." He eyed me suspiciously.
"You want me to teach how to make it? What will I get if I let you know?"
"I make a mean Lasagna. I saw you enjoying mine a few days ago. We can swap recipes!"
"Bullshit, you didn't make that." I said, taken aback I thought he just gave me a nicely wrapped takeout food. "Don't tell me you also..."
"I made it especially for you, you big doofus." He said, "I even said it was my late gift for welcoming you to our team."
"I thought you were joking."
"why would I do that? Fine, lets cook together."
My reverie was interrupted with shivering Luke.
"We are about to arrive." I said looking at him, worry on my face.
He just nodded.
Once we arrived, I immediately take his towel that he prepared in case he stayed for the night. His things ranged from DVDs, video games BD, his 3ds, clothes, sandals are already in my apartment.
I draped the towel to his shoulder, "You take a warm shower, I will prepare your clothes."
As I was about to left him, I heard him murmur, "I should take everything back."
WHAT?!
"NO, don't even think about it. Just go shower, you are shivering."
he made his way to the shower and left me alone in my thought.
No, he can't just take everything back. His items belonged here now.
Belonged to me.
Michael, you are so stupid.
What the f**k did you do?
I just want to forget how he tastes & feels like, not to make him disappear!
I heard he started showering as I stripped out of my wet clothes.
The dirty thoughts came again.
NO
I imagine him naked; I have seen him naked, but never have I ever thought of touching him.
But today I remember how good he felt in my arms. I need to keep reminding myself he is my friend, my Luke. He is a man but he is my Luke.
I remembered the sight of his smoother body than mine, his fairer skin... I bet his ass is as soft and smooth. I need to touch him without shirts, I bet it will even better.
No, Mike. No, don't make this worse.
My d**k got hard again. I closed my eyes and try to think of everything about my Luke naked. After my d**k got soften, I collect his clothes and decided to just deliver it to him.
I knocked, "Luke?"
No answer.
I knocked again.
"Luke?"
I just decided to slid open the door and was about to put it near the sink.
My bathroom was all fogged up but I saw him. Holy s**t, was he always this sexy?
He stood under the shower-head, his body's side profile is gorgeous. I see water droplets sliding down from his beautifully from his shoulder down to his defined back down to his lower back, the water struggled its way down to his big lump round gorgeous fair ass.
As I stand there, my dirty thought is thinking that He's there, Mike! He's already naked! He's been here multiple times across the years but this time I feel like he is naked for me.
"Knock!" I heard him, cutting me off of my trance. "Ju...just put the clothes on the counter. Th... thanks." he stuttered and turned his back on me. I gasped at the sight.
You have seen him naked, Mike!
I slid the bathroom door close.
But not like this,
Not like this
You are not gay, Mike
I heard him sighed. It was like a moan in my ear
He felt so good in my hands even with shirts imagine the feeling of his naked body.
The sight of him made me lose my senses. He is within my arms now. I heard him squealed in surprise. I was surprised by my own action. He stared at me with mouth partially open. Inviting.
"What are you do..."
Fuck! I really need to touch him again, "I am not gay." I reminded myself.
"Wha...?" he responded with mouth open wider. Inviting me to kiss him. I gripped his hand and leaning in towards him, "Noo...!" he said as I felt his palms on my chest pushing me away. No No No, "You can't just kiss me then kiss my ex then... then... do this!"
Shit. Why I can't control my own body. Why did I act this way, I know he is feeling betrayed and mad at me? I don't know to respond so I just embrace him again.
He feels so nice, No Mike, think straight. You are straight. Explain to him that it was a mistake. How to explain why I kissed his ex? f**k.
I rested my head near the nape of his neck and he shivered again. f**k.
"I am sorry." He groaned; I know he must be bored with me saying this.
"why? why did you kiss Alyssa?" he asked as he tried to distance himself from my embrace.
"I... I don't know." I sighed & he sighed as well then said, "If... if you like her it's OK, Michael."
I don't care about her! I just embraced him tighter as he tried to wriggle away. "No no no no, I am not even attracted to her in the slightest." Oh, my f**k, he feels so good. I kissed his shoulder & neck. He moaned. His moans making my already hard d**k even harder. I felt his d**k also harden. Because of me, he is turned on because of me. Frenzied, I kissed his shoulder to his neck and as I reach his ear, I nibbled his soft ear. I heard him say, "Michael, please stop." As he tried to get away from my but he gripped me harder.
Why does he keep calling me Michael? He is supposed to call me Mike. It is my pet name, I whispered to state my mind, "Call me Mike, Luke."
I dared my hand to slide down from his well-defined-back slowly to reach his big mound of his sexy ass. then I feel his hands slid down slowly from my upper back to my butt.
Fuck. I moaned and he moaned as well.
"Okay." He panted "Mike. Please stop."
He rested his head on my collarbone and I feel him grind against me. Our d***s trapped between us, the friction causing me to moan. "f**k!"
Was my Luke just did that? He didn't just grind his body!
I got bold and let my hand grope his sexy butt and force our body to move closer.
"I am not gay," I need to remind myself. I need to keep reminding myself that but still, my body can't help how it reacts towards Luke. My mouth keeps find its way to leave kisses on his neck and shoulder.
"I... I know. Ss...so am I... I think we should stop." He said.
I should stop but my body refused to let him go and I hear myself say, "but you feel so nice and warm, can I kiss your lips again, Luke?"
"You are drunk... I am drunk."
"I am not dr.... fine then." Hearing him said that, there is truth in that statement. I was a bit drunk... maybe I am indeed not gay for Luke; I was simply carried away by my weird emotion. Just like why I kissed Alyssa, this is just me under the influence.
As I rotate the shower faucet off, I tried to lighten up the mood by saying, "you're starting get all wrinkly for standing too long in the shower."
He immediately walked away from me.
I see his naked back and his butt jiggled sexily as he scurries away from me then look back at me for seconds with expression of shyness while wrapping his naked body with his towel, then slid my bathroom door close.
I feel cold.
I need him in my arms
I am not drunk
I just need him in my arms
I need to kiss his beautiful lips
I need to feel his skin against mine
I am not drunk
I am not supposed to feel this way but...but he is naked in my bedroom now, his clothes that I prepared are still on the counter.
He just moaned my name. I am mad at him for making me feel like this.
I slid open the door to my bedroom to find Luke wraps his towel around my body.
"You forget these." I said while walking towards him.
He is naked underneath those towel.
"Oh yeah thank you." I heard him say.
Mike, your Luke is naked. You know you want to feel his skin against yours while kissing him again.
I can't control myself around him. I decided that I will not give him his clothes and threw it away and push him to my bed.
"What are you doing to me?" I asked immediately. He's trapped under me my hands locking his arms above his head.
He is under me. He looks sexy, his hair strewn all over, face flushed, mouth half open, his beautiful hazel is staring at me.
His face turns redder and I feel his lower region twitched.
"we... we are drunk, we should st.."
"NO!" I said.
As I leaned closer, I saw his hazel eyes widen and mouth agape. He struggled wriggling beneath me. "Why did you kiss her!" He asked again, this time with anger. I... I don't want to make him angry at me. I feel defeated, again. I just plopped my head beside him, putting my half weight on his warm body, then I managed to softly said "I... I want to forget how good you taste, Luke."
Silence between us. I don't like this, I finally admitted and he wasn't even responding. I pushed myself up again to stare at his beautiful eyes, his beautiful face... he has a very beautiful face, I just realized it. I trace his face with the back of my hand, his cheekbone, that beautifully shaped jaw, his chin... his lips. I traced the shape of his lower lips. I want to nibble it. "Your... your lips felt so good, your body feel so warm, your scent smell so nice." I paused, gathering my thoughts then continue, "I am mad at you because you are not supposed to kiss me back."
He only stares at me.
"I want to erase our kiss; I am not supposed to feel this way."
"Alyssa just happen to be there, she meant nothing! I swear! Heck if Hilda was there probably, I kissed her too. Then I saw you saw me with a look that you might do something stupid ...", I take a deep breath, "or I do something stupid that I already regret."
He kept staring at me. I felt the need to trace all of his body; my hands slowly moving down," I was thinking that it's better not to chase you but I can't, I am afraid you ran away from me. I realize that I need you, I don't want you gone and if I don't chase you, you might be gone for good." I say while my hand caresses his neck, adam's apple then down to his collar bone
I slid my fingers further down while saying, "I thought at least I can offer just some explanation but hearing you saying my name in an unusual way and avoiding me... it... it's driving me crazy. I don't know..."
I love the shape of his pecs so I just draw circle with my own finger. He seemed to like that he squirmed and bit his lower lip. "I don't know, Luke. Maybe I am drunk indeed, "I said as I broke the eye contact and look at my handy work and see cute little n*****s erected and play it around with my index finger.
"I just realize your n****e is rather pinkish." He moaned & I smiled; his moans drive me f*****g crazy!
I got bold and started to grind against him and admitted, "and I just realized your moans making me even crazier."
He is driving me wild; Luke is a he!
"I am not gay." I said to myself.
"ah Mike..." he moaned my name. f**k! "Yes baby?" I replied while slowly grinding against him
"Ahh... why you feel so good?"
"You feel so good too, Luke."
"We... we should stop. W... we are drunk... ahhhhh...."
No, we won't stop now. No, we will never stop.
The sweats we produced made the grinding easier.
I still can't believe I made him like this, all hot and bothered because of me/
"We seriously need to ahh to stop ahhh."
No, we won't.
He arched his back and murmured "ahh so good."
"yeah so good." Hearing him moan my name and seeing him like this makes me even crazier.
"I am serious ahh, Mike, we ahh shouldn't..." he said and put his palm on my chest. His touch is burning me.
Don't deny me, Luke! I dropped my body and leaning towards his face, "No, we can't stop now. We can't..." I continued while staring at his hazel eyes, "You have the most gorgeous eyes ever. I want to taste you again; I want to kiss your lips and you to return my kiss again and for you to keep moaning my name."
I nibbled on his chin, my body grinding against him. "Mike..." I hear him moaned my name, a cue for me to kiss him.
Oh, and I finally kiss my Luke again. My Luke, "you taste so good, Luke." I said while I brushed his soft brown locks. He moaned my name despite it was muffled by me attacking his mouth. He started to caress my biceps and back.
I turned our position; now he is top of me, all the while our lips never leave each other. He caressed my face with his fingers while my hands find its way caressing his back and that meaty butt of his and groped it hard. I instinctively rocking his body against mine. I can't stand this.
His blissful expressions, his warm body, his strained voice.
I don't want this to end. I never felt like this before.
No woman can make me feel like this. Even Genevieve who I loved doesn't make me feel like this. We rotate position again; I broke the kiss and nibbled on his ear some more. Luke started to return the kisses, I felt he gave small kisses on my neck and shoulder.
I feel like I am about to c*m and I whispered, "I am about to c*m," and return to nibble his soft ear while sniffing his scent.
"me too ahhh..." I heard him. f**k, "c*m with me baby," I replied and kiss his beautiful lips
"nghhh"
"hmm"
"ughhhhhhhhhh"
I felt our cums splattered between us.
Our kiss muffled our moans. Satisfaction, content and sate washed over me. I collapse on his body, he chuckled and said, "you are not exactly light, Hercules." I am glad, he is still talking. I wriggled my half body away from his still too lazy to move.
I stared at his side profile, he turns his head and mouthing "what?" with a smile. He is so damn adorable and just kiss him softly. I got up and see his face frowning, I said "We need to wipe the c*m, babe."
I took the towel at the bottom of the bed and proceeded to clean his beautiful body. Who would've though he will be the subject of my lust as well?
He yawned. "Sleep, it is already late," I said while wiping the c*m from his body then mine. He mumbled agreement. Once done, I hopped myself on the bed and lay beside him. I stare at his beautiful face again; I will be content looking at him like this every day. "What?" he asked endearingly. "Nothing." I said then kiss his lips some more then continued, "I always think you are cute but NOT this cute."
I tucked his hair and fix the ones on his forehead, I heard him reply, "Rubbish." I Just chuckled. "Sleep, Luke." I said while kissing his forehead then position my hand beneath his neck to be his pillow. He opened his eyes while placing his hand on my chest and wrap the other around my waist just like mine then closed his eyes again and he said, "Night, you big doofus."
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I woke up with Luke in my arms. It seems we didn't even move during our sleep. I don't even have the slightest headache from the drinks last night.
I just stare at him. What we did last night was amazing and I don't think I want last night to be just a one-time thing. I can't. After last night I don't think I can ever see Luke just as my best friend. I... I need him more than ever now.
I saw his eyes fluttered and instinctively stretched his sexy body and yawned like a cat. I chuckled.
"Morning, sleepyhead," He opened his eyes and just stared at my smiling face, I brushed his hair back and said, "I didn't realize you are this cute when you woke up."
He bit his lips again. So cute. But a frown in his face appeared.
"Hangover?" I asked.
He shook his head & said, "You know I only had a few glasses of beer, nothing to worry about." He close eyes again and seemed to be thinking, I replied the same sentiment as he opened his eyes again, "So am I, good then."
He was silence for a while. I don't like this, I scoot closer and called out his name softly, "Luke... " But he moved away from me, "Luke!"
Did he regret us? No no no, we can't... I tried to scoot closer but he just put his hand on my chest to stop me & place his other hand on his mouth. No, baby, no. He just shook his head and I firmly called out his name again, "LUKE!"
"Dont get too close!"
"What! Why?" I asked, no this can't be happening. Don't deny me. If you deny me, I will lock you up. You can't go. You are belong to me.
"Do you regret..." I was cut off by his groans, "I might have bad morning breath!" he said while blushing.
WHA... wait? I sighed in relief and laughed at his antics and my stupidity, "sheesh! f**k! I thought... I don't care about your morning breath!".
"You know, I always thought you are cute." I continue to say while straddling his body.
"You keep saying that! I am not cute!"
"Yeh, turned out not cute," I said and his face scowled, "but I just realized, you are gorgeous."
He just stared at me and not saying anything and traced the veins on my biceps. It seemed he see the state of my arousal, he blushed profusely, "That is because of you." I informed him.
He blushed even more and I reached his d**k with my left hand. I would never think of touching another man's d**k but his expression alone is worth it. I traced it with my fingers and he moaned my name.
I needed to make sure. "I hope this is because of me." I said while I hunched to lean towards his face and continue to ask while grabbing his d**k, "You aren't regretting what we did last night?"
"ahhh..." he moaned while I slid my grip down.
"Luke..." I called his name while I slid my grip up.
"ahhhhhh..." he moaned louder as I circled his cockhead with my thumb.
"Baby..." I slid my grip down again then I heard him between moans, "ho... how am I to answer if you keep doing that...ahhh."
"Do you like it when I touch you, Luke?" I asked in need of reassurance.
he just bit his lower lip and nodded.
"Would you like to touch mine too?" I asked him again
he nodded again and wrapped his fingers around my leaking d**k, the contrast of his hand and my tanned d**k is rather hot then he smeared my precum on his chest with my d**k. "oh, f**k oh fuck." I groaned and arched my back.
As I arched my back and looked up, I felt warmness on my cockhead. f**k, I saw he hunched on the bed and licked my leaking d**k. "LUKE! f**k!!!" He rolled his tongue on my d**k.
That is the hottest thing I have ever seen. f**k!
He stopped and stared at me then said with a cute pouting face, "sorry, I have never done this." I positioned myself to be on top of again, my legs tangled with him and said, "I didn't ask you to do that," while grabbing his face. "it's ok if you have never done it, I have never as well."
He just cutely pouted and I couldn't help myself grind our hard d***s.
He suddenly asked, "Who is the better kisser?" I stopped grinding and stared at him with "huh?", he proceeded to ask, "between me and Alyssa..."
"No comparison." I said. "What do you mean?" he asked again as if confused by my answer. Isn't it obvious you, silly?
"No comparison and I have no intention to compare it with anyone else ever again." I explained
"Wha...?"
"You know what I mean and I expect you the same." I explained to his dense head I heard he softly asked, "but I am a man...". I plopped my head beside him and played with his ear with my mouth before answering, "Yeah, I know but your lips belong to me now, yeah?"
He just nodded shyly. I have never felt this happy.
I need to make sure, I hoisted myself up again and stare at him and said;
"and your body & everything.
Just like mine to you.
We can take it as slow as possible...
Learn how to make this work
as long as it's with you.
together."
He just hugged me and tuck his head against the crook of my neck.
"I will follow you everywhere."
"I'd do the same, baby."
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