I've spent so much time thinking about you, wondering what I could I have done to make you run away from me so suddenly. Is it that I have not loved you enough? Is it that there is no place for me in your heart? Am I not the kind of monster you prefer, Aviana? It broke my heart to find out that you left without saying goodbye, without bothering to wonder if one day I would come for you because that is what I did, my love, when the time finally came to come for you, you had already left. And when I finally found you, I not only discovered that you had been hiding in a paper town, but that you had also given yourself completely to another man. I must admit, I have never seen you so full of life as when I saw you in the cornfield being taken by your new lover. Seeing you succumb to so much pa
