Renata
What the hell am I doing?
Obeying the monster.
As though I were a puppet and he my master. A sadistic evil exciting master. Every time he uttered a word my body reacted in the most unforgiving way. Bending and opening up to him. Small cracks started to appear in my vengeful persona. Dulling my vengeful attitude. He tore my personality into two.
Splitting my personalities felt pain and exhilarating.
Torn between hate and something else; something that seemed foreign. Is this lust? Did lust drive you crazy? Did it drive you into the arms of the one man you hated above all? That’s what it was doing, I wanted nothing to do with the dark monster in one breath but then in the other I wanted to explore more of him.
Sittimg in this small sterile room with some more of the most te
